Always in my heart

I was reading the blogs from the usual people tonight. I read Lyla’s and Fara Asma’s latest entry and I would be lying if both of the entries didn’t touch my heart.

To Lyla, I’m sorry for your loss. Al-Fatihah to your beloved cousin dear.

To Fara, I know how you feel. Just stay strong ok? Al-Fatihah to your dearest papa.

Losing somebody that I really love is the thing that I fear the most. Especially when I’m not there. I wouldn’t want that to happen, I pray that it wont happen that way. Even if it is fated that I lose the person that I dear the most, give me another chance to at least meet the person face to face for one last time. Yes, I know that I’m not in control with things happening, and I do accept the fact that it happened, but that’s all I wish for. To meet the person.

This June would make it 16 years. That’s a very long time. But I won’t forget his presence in my life, even though it was only for a little while. Yes, I only have a few memories with him but that doesn’t mean that I don’t love him. I do love him, and I learn a lot about his life after he’s gone. We still talk about him like he’s still with us. That’s why he’s still in our hearts no matter how old we are, where we go and what we do.

I really hope that this winter would not be last time that I get to see her. Please… I’m begging.

Al-Fatihah to the beloved people that we’ve lost. They’re in good hands. =)

and that's that