it's been a while

whoa, when was the last time i made a post to my blog?
it has been a few months i reckon. yup, some of my friends did tell me to update. n yes, i was going to. but i was put off by a lot of stuff. (alasan).
n my blog page didn't worl well when i was in Brisbane. ble kt Kota Bharu blh la plak. haish.
so, it's my summer break. but i rained for 3 weeks here in KB. it's not dreadful i must say. i quite like it, knowing the fact that im home. that's why i love coming back. u just feel secure and comfy, rain or shine.
before i came back, i had to go through the final semester exam. it was hell. yup.
but felt relieved after it was over. so my friends and i went to gold coast for a week, while entertaining our ex-lecturer-guest from malaysia. sambil menyelam minum air betul? =)
then i went straight back to malaysia.
hm, lets just say my first day in malaysia didn't go well, not until i reached KB.
got my results, my flight was delayed, didn't felt right at all. n i think whoever looked at my face on that day would think im some kind of emo girl cause i was so sure that my face looked horrible. muka cam nk makan org.
but im ok now. i've sucked it up and move on.
i retraced my steps and realised my mistakes. better luck next sem.
now, im happily at home and i maybe gaining a few pounds. well, blame the food of kelantan. u just can't get enough.

and also, im on my mission to pour my heart out. hope that everything's going to be fine. *fingers crossed*
hm, that's all for now. recap of what happened(even though it wasn't much).
be back with other stuff.

and that's that

riverfire!

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p/s:sorry sbb senget and bising...hehe

need distractions

its the second week of Ramadhan da...cpt kn?
x perasan pon time flies quickly pastu bnyk la keje yg x siap...hehe
so what happened in past weeks?
well, had MERDEKA CUP here in UQ...
2 straight hours of netball and without prior and proper training....
pnat teramat sgt tp worth it..dpt 2nd place!! =D
hehe...out of 5 je pon, tp kire ok la tuh...hehe
after the games, had a merdeka gathering with fellow msians here in UQ and other unis in QLD.
mkn nasi briyani and steak...first time in aussie!! huhu...puas ati sgt mkn tuh...da la sdap gle...
sapa2 yg msk aritu, for sure im going to her/his house for raya...haha

dat night, me, lia, bean, zepul, as, katek and apip...we went out to watch the riverfire fireworks show...wahaha...gempak gle
da la merdeka eve, so ktorg konon celeb8 merdeka la..hehe
tp diorg pny fireworks lg gempak dr merdeka KLCC...haha...ada 3 spots fireworks...and another 1 ats bridge...pastu ktorg dpt seat plg best...yg dkt tgh2 pny...so nmpk sme...
after the "ooohs and ahhhs"...hehe...pg pancake manor (fav pancake place + tmpt lpak mlm2)

d nxt day, the effect of the netball and whole day out got me really bad...
i cnt even walk properly....ala2 king kong pon ada
haha...skt sgt my whole body...muscles sme koyak...haha
3 ari gak la nk ilang, skrg da ok da =)

pas2 stat pose...huhu
first time pose away from home...mule2 ingtkn sdey gle...skali xde la sgt..
rse biasa2 je
cme xde mknan gempak2 r...
huhu...tp ok la...pastu time bukak pose awl!!...hehe...
with all the assignments and mid term exams, i barely have time to think what to cook for berbuka...taw2 da kul 4.30 pm...msuk dpur...bwt je pape...5.30 da buka...
huhu...sronok gak r

smlm lak ada iftar kt surau kt UQ.turn malaysia masak...sbb gilir2 country everyday...
yg b4 dis, x pnah pon g buka kt surau..tp smlm pg la sbb nk tlg2...
skali mknana, mak oih, kalah kalo buka kt umah sndr
ada nasi minyak, ayam pedas, kari kambing, kurma, fruits bpe jnis tah, ada dadih, jelly, donut la, karipap, choc cake, popia la, bihun grg la...srius bnyk lg..pastu bnyk sgt lbey...siap bagi2 kt org lg...huhu...generous tol msians kn? proud to be 1
sbb ada org ckp, kalo turn country lain msk, mknan x bnyk sgt n kdg2 x bpe best...sbb diorg xde close networking like us msians do...so kt mane2 pon korg duk, jgn isolate urself...kalo ada msians yg lain, join skali...x de la rse lonely and homesick sgt...
lg pon bulan pose ni, bwt2 la amal kebajikan dgn cara yg plg kte mampu... =)

sme benda tuh had been good distractions for me...distractions from things that im nt even sure of if its true...bt i want it to be true...maybe it is true...but sometimes a girl just wanna know...
so from now on, i nid to occupy myself so that i will not think about that matter too much...

those are some of the picture of merdeka cup, enjoy!



and that's that

yup, just do what you want

this song helps a lot...

series of unfortunate events

as if last week couldn't be any tougher and stressful..
yup, jd student..so biasa la kn...assignment la, group meeting la, etc.
yg tu mmg d normal dose of 'tension' of any student
tp ble ada lak masalah2 luar yg dtg at the same...sgt la x membantu...
kalo la blh suh those probs tgu jap ke, tgu nti sme keje siap ke...kn best??
tp malangnye mmg x ley

so the unfortunate events are (nt in order):
1. sorg hamba Allah ni, ble da kwn best2 ngn aku...tetbe hilang begitu shj...wah, mmg cm chipsmore abis...pas2 tu tetbe dia muncul kembali..eh??..plik sgt...rpenye tu last 'meet'...dia ada agenda dia sndr...time tu da rse x best sbb cm tah, tetbe je kn, ble da rse best 'bersaim'..hehe...tp xpe lah..

2. sorg lg hamba Allah ni, haish, cne nk ckp ek??...dia terbagitaw(kot) benda yg mmg ble aku dngr, trus rse x best...aduhai, cm mmg perfect timing abis r...dia pon ada agenda dia gak...tp x pe lah

3. another person ni plak, x taw la aku terslh ckp ape2 ke kn??..tetbe menghilangkn diri selama 4 hari...mmg kesbran teruji abis...mcm2 benda -ve da pk jd kt dia...tp last2 dia contact blk gak...nsb baik...tp pas2 cm da x best sgt da...tp xpe lah

4.pas2 smlm, ada la sorg pmpn (yg x bpe nk btol kot) msg aku, ckp aku ni nk amik bf....Ya Allah...ble plak la aku amik bf org ni??....siap ckp dia tuh duk ngn laki tu la ape la...gle ape??...like i care...ske ati la ko nk bwt dosa bnyk2 pon...tp x yah la smpi nk fitnah org x psl2...it turned out to be, pmpn tu perasan...itu ape 'bf' dia bgtaw la...tp skrg ni aku pon mls nk pk aku nk caya sapa...aku just mind my own business....wpon kne cmtuh...tp xpe lah...

5.benda yg plg best yg ptot jd arini...x jd...sbb ape??..sbb hujan...pny la look fwd kt installation 'musang' tuh...last2 x blh..kne tgu lg 2 weeks...aiyo...lme tuh....tp x pe lah

sbb ape xpe??...cause i believe evrything happens for a reason...kalo dat reason tu aku x nmpk after the unfortunate event, mungkin after dat aku akn nmpk...because mmg slalu akn ada....
sme benda yg jd ada hikmahnye...so sepanjang beberapa hari aku kne test bertalu-talu, i just kept my chin up and look at the brighter side....benda da jd, x ley nk bwt ape...tp sme tuh mmg da nmpk da hikmahnye...n im very grateful dat im sane enough to think rationally....i wud be lying to say dat nt one of the unfortunate events made me feel down n low..bt i cant make it a big deal..bnyk lg benda lain yg blh difikirkn n bnyk lg benda lain yg kne dpt my attention....like Olympics...hm...gud distraction from all of these crap stuf...

as for nw, im nt sure if the series end today, bt even if it wont, i'm ready...bring it on!

and that's that

fire rock tol

knp la setgh2 org mmg jnis yg x puas hati ngn org??..
yela, bkn stakat dengki, x ley tgk org lain happy, mesti nk condemn abis2...
lg satu, org yg berdendam x abis2, pdhal benda da lpas lme da...
haish..org mcm ni bwk masalah kt dunia
ada kn negara yg perang sbb masalah nenek moyang diorg dlu..yg xde kaitan ngn diorg pon
pas2 nyusahkn anak cucu org yg mmg xnk ada kaitan pon ngn masalah tuh
pas2 kes aniaya org pon ada...these kind of ppl wud do anytin to see the person he/she hates to suffer
they wud try to make other ppl turn their backs on that person, try to make ppl hate that person...etc.
rsenye mmg da nature setgh2 org cmtu kot...
kpd manga2 org 'batu api' ni, sabar la ye?...kalo kite bls blk ape da bwt, nti kte akn jd sme x mature ataupon sme insane ngn org tuh..biar lah dia...kte ada rmi lg org nk bck up kte...ppl will c d truth
kpd golongan2 'batu api', jgn la bwt cmtu kt org...melemparkn fitnah da berdosa, aniaya org pon dosa, try nk putuskn silaturahim pon dosa gak, menipu pon dosa gak...bnyk la dosa kalo jd batu api ni sng cite

hope dis will be a lesson to me and all of u

and that's that

merchants of bollywood

for the 1st time, i watched a musical theater and it was awesome!!
the dancers were all hot(gurls) and hunk(guys + 6 pax!!!)...=p
mmg rse nk bgn n dance skali jek..haha...da lme sbnrnye x tgk hindustan
so ble tgk td cm teringt zaman2 skola rendah, sb dia cm pki gak lagu2 yg rse familiar...hehe
hero dia...mak aih, hot tersgt..haha..x pnah kot aku ckp cmtu psl a guy
heroin dia...fuh, mmg muka pure hindustan abis...lawa sgt...
and d other dancers were absolutely stunning!!
hehe...i was one of the few people who were smiling as the show went on..syok sgt kot..
wpon td d crowd were mainly old people..tp it was a cool crowd..hehe...diorg pon naik syeikh gak..haha!!
so if the show is anywhre u guys are at ryte nw, go n watch it...its a hit in europe, london and brisbane for a reason =)
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