yup, just do what you want

this song helps a lot...

series of unfortunate events

as if last week couldn't be any tougher and stressful..
yup, jd student..so biasa la kn...assignment la, group meeting la, etc.
yg tu mmg d normal dose of 'tension' of any student
tp ble ada lak masalah2 luar yg dtg at the same...sgt la x membantu...
kalo la blh suh those probs tgu jap ke, tgu nti sme keje siap ke...kn best??
tp malangnye mmg x ley

so the unfortunate events are (nt in order):
1. sorg hamba Allah ni, ble da kwn best2 ngn aku...tetbe hilang begitu shj...wah, mmg cm chipsmore abis...pas2 tu tetbe dia muncul kembali..eh??..plik sgt...rpenye tu last 'meet'...dia ada agenda dia sndr...time tu da rse x best sbb cm tah, tetbe je kn, ble da rse best 'bersaim'..hehe...tp xpe lah..

2. sorg lg hamba Allah ni, haish, cne nk ckp ek??...dia terbagitaw(kot) benda yg mmg ble aku dngr, trus rse x best...aduhai, cm mmg perfect timing abis r...dia pon ada agenda dia gak...tp x pe lah

3. another person ni plak, x taw la aku terslh ckp ape2 ke kn??..tetbe menghilangkn diri selama 4 hari...mmg kesbran teruji abis...mcm2 benda -ve da pk jd kt dia...tp last2 dia contact blk gak...nsb baik...tp pas2 cm da x best sgt da...tp xpe lah

4.pas2 smlm, ada la sorg pmpn (yg x bpe nk btol kot) msg aku, ckp aku ni nk amik bf....Ya Allah...ble plak la aku amik bf org ni??....siap ckp dia tuh duk ngn laki tu la ape la...gle ape??...like i care...ske ati la ko nk bwt dosa bnyk2 pon...tp x yah la smpi nk fitnah org x psl2...it turned out to be, pmpn tu perasan...itu ape 'bf' dia bgtaw la...tp skrg ni aku pon mls nk pk aku nk caya sapa...aku just mind my own business....wpon kne cmtuh...tp xpe lah...

5.benda yg plg best yg ptot jd arini...x jd...sbb ape??..sbb hujan...pny la look fwd kt installation 'musang' tuh...last2 x blh..kne tgu lg 2 weeks...aiyo...lme tuh....tp x pe lah

sbb ape xpe??...cause i believe evrything happens for a reason...kalo dat reason tu aku x nmpk after the unfortunate event, mungkin after dat aku akn nmpk...because mmg slalu akn ada....
sme benda yg jd ada hikmahnye...so sepanjang beberapa hari aku kne test bertalu-talu, i just kept my chin up and look at the brighter side....benda da jd, x ley nk bwt ape...tp sme tuh mmg da nmpk da hikmahnye...n im very grateful dat im sane enough to think rationally....i wud be lying to say dat nt one of the unfortunate events made me feel down n low..bt i cant make it a big deal..bnyk lg benda lain yg blh difikirkn n bnyk lg benda lain yg kne dpt my attention....like Olympics...hm...gud distraction from all of these crap stuf...

as for nw, im nt sure if the series end today, bt even if it wont, i'm ready...bring it on!

and that's that

fire rock tol

knp la setgh2 org mmg jnis yg x puas hati ngn org??..
yela, bkn stakat dengki, x ley tgk org lain happy, mesti nk condemn abis2...
lg satu, org yg berdendam x abis2, pdhal benda da lpas lme da...
haish..org mcm ni bwk masalah kt dunia
ada kn negara yg perang sbb masalah nenek moyang diorg dlu..yg xde kaitan ngn diorg pon
pas2 nyusahkn anak cucu org yg mmg xnk ada kaitan pon ngn masalah tuh
pas2 kes aniaya org pon ada...these kind of ppl wud do anytin to see the person he/she hates to suffer
they wud try to make other ppl turn their backs on that person, try to make ppl hate that person...etc.
rsenye mmg da nature setgh2 org cmtu kot...
kpd manga2 org 'batu api' ni, sabar la ye?...kalo kite bls blk ape da bwt, nti kte akn jd sme x mature ataupon sme insane ngn org tuh..biar lah dia...kte ada rmi lg org nk bck up kte...ppl will c d truth
kpd golongan2 'batu api', jgn la bwt cmtu kt org...melemparkn fitnah da berdosa, aniaya org pon dosa, try nk putuskn silaturahim pon dosa gak, menipu pon dosa gak...bnyk la dosa kalo jd batu api ni sng cite

hope dis will be a lesson to me and all of u

and that's that

merchants of bollywood

for the 1st time, i watched a musical theater and it was awesome!!
the dancers were all hot(gurls) and hunk(guys + 6 pax!!!)...=p
mmg rse nk bgn n dance skali jek..haha...da lme sbnrnye x tgk hindustan
so ble tgk td cm teringt zaman2 skola rendah, sb dia cm pki gak lagu2 yg rse familiar...hehe
hero dia...mak aih, hot tersgt..haha..x pnah kot aku ckp cmtu psl a guy
heroin dia...fuh, mmg muka pure hindustan abis...lawa sgt...
and d other dancers were absolutely stunning!!
hehe...i was one of the few people who were smiling as the show went on..syok sgt kot..
wpon td d crowd were mainly old people..tp it was a cool crowd..hehe...diorg pon naik syeikh gak..haha!!
so if the show is anywhre u guys are at ryte nw, go n watch it...its a hit in europe, london and brisbane for a reason =)
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kalo x nk blaja, jgn la dtg...

hari ini adalah hari pertama aku smgt nk blaja lps cuti n dmam, hari jugak la aku plg bengang ngn minah2 salleh yg bajet cool...

tgh lec bio yg ssh nk phm tuh, 2 org minah sblh aku ni duk je..ingtkn nk dngr n mmg genius..ye la, ada kn yg style pg lecture tp dngr jek...tp diorg duk bwt bising lak

duk main tepuk2 tgn la, experiment bunyi2 ngn jari la...ish, bodoh gak diorg ni sbnrnye...sgt bongok...

diorg mmg cmtu...kalo dlm lecture hall, diorg la yg slalu kne sound ngn lecturer sbb bwt bising...ish, gle x malu la...mcm bdk kecik...pdhal msuk uni da....x brapa pndi jugak rupanye org putih ni...
kelo weekend jek, keje bwt party kt umah pas2 mabuk2...pas2 umah bersepah botol2 'piss' setan tuh...adui...buang duit kerajaan jek diorg tuh (sbb diorg dpt education free kt uni or sumtin)

sbb sgt bengang ngn 2 org minah salleh td, sblm kuar lecture hall, aku sound diorg...haha...puas hati...blh blah!!...kalo xnk blaja, jgn dtg...kalo nk borak, duk umah, borak la smpi xde sore pon..nobody gives a damn biatches!!!

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where's my rhythm??

it's the 3rd week of classes, and i still haven't found my rhythm...
the rhythm to help me stdy n do my work...i need it...
its like dis sem started wrong and lost the spice of it...
i dun evn look fwd to classes and stuff, nt dat i do much b4, bt i didnt feel dis pathetic...
n i tot im d only 1...lia pon rse cmtu gak...n my other frens too...
skrg ni bwt count down...lg 10 weeks je blaja, then xam, then abis 4 dis sem...huhu
ble pk cmtu, cm terpaksa gle plak blaja...tp tu la...
timah, stay positive!!!....gosh, i need help, pronto!!

and that's that