Things do happen when you least expected. And whether you like it or not, if it’s meant to be, it’s meant to be. We just cannot force for things to happen. Even if you hope for it, every single day of your life. I did my part, the best that I could. But it wouldn’t happen, for now, at least, I hope.
Maybe some things are not meant to be. Or maybe some things take time for it to happen. Time, is what I have now. But time is killing me. Guess that is what you get when you anticipate something so much. After months of being in the ‘uncertain’ zone, today, a little birdie told me to let it go. It was hard to swallow but I need to. Like I said, I cannot force things or a person on what I want. And I’m really sorry that it happened. And I’m really sorry it didn’t happen. Yeah, sorry for myself. =(
Do I give up now? Or should I keep praying and hoping that it would happen one day? I don’t know. This is my first time and I didn’t know that it would hurt so much. It also makes me feel like karma is getting back at me. Is this how it feels? Feeling broken hearted? It’s like a mixture of wanting to cry and trying to hold on at the same time. That’s how I feel right now. I want to cry because it made me really sad. But I still want to hold on to it because it was the best thing that ever happened to me so far. And I can’t run away because it has been part of my life since I was a kid. I had a big loss today.
So what should I do now? Take up a hobby to keep myself busy so that I won’t feel lonely? I guess. And also, I need to make sure that I’m so tired every night before bed to prevent myself from thinking about stuff that can make me sad and cry before I sleep. Looking and feeling sad is the last thing that I want my mum to notice in me. She knows everything. So I need to put on a smile everyday. I just don’t like to show my weak emotions to my loved ones. Call me an ego but I don’t to worry them. I do feel like telling my mum about it, but she knows him. And I don’t want her to blame him because it was nobody’s fault. Time and distance were the factors. And I guess I scare him.
Everything happens for a reason. Including what happened to me today. But still, he’s my best friend. And I’m keeping that. For what it’s worth, it’s better that way. So, I’m keeping my chin up and will be looking on the bright side. Maybe it’s true when they say that the grass is greener on the other side. =)
2008 has been a year with loads of ups and downs. And I’m thinking that 2009 wouldn’t be any different. That’s how life is supposed to be like. It’s a matter of how you handle it.
Happy new year to all of you. May 2009 brings more joy and happiness to us.
*fingers crossed*
and that's that
Monday, December 29, 2008
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
Jeans: A wardrobe essential?
Almost everywhere I go, I tend to see most of the people there would be wearing jeans. From young to old, both men and women. But each of them has their own style. There’s skinny, flare, bootcut, straight, slim straight, super skinny and other style that maybe I’m not aware of. When I was at a mall the other day, it crossed my mind that everybody must at least have a pair of jeans. But then again, maybe not everyone.
To me, a pair of jeans is a type of clothing that is versatile. You can wear it with almost anything. A plain t-shirt, a smart shirt, a girly blouse or even a kebaya top. Jeans can be both functional and stylish. It’s pretty much an easy and a comfortable thing to wear, unless you’re wearing a really tight pair of jeans that is blocking your blood circulation. A person can be happy with only a pair of jeans in possession and would be wearing the same one over and over again. However, there is also a group of people who owns more jeans than you can imagine. There is a female celebrity who has more than 500 pairs of jeans in her closet. That is more than a pair of jeans for each day in a year! And I believe that each pair of her jeans cost more than usual.
I own several pairs but I always tend to wear this particular pair that I really love. No matter what my top is, my favorite jeans would always match it up. I love it so much that even if I buy a new one, I always think that the new ones can never beat my fav. So why do I even think of buying a new one? I guess every time I look into my wardrobe, I always think that I still need another pair that would match with some of the tops that I have. Yeah right. More like wasting my money. So right now, I would not but another pair of jeans. Other types of pants are fine but not jeans of any kind. But then again, what if I find another favorite pair? Ouh, I’m taking my words back.
and that's that
To me, a pair of jeans is a type of clothing that is versatile. You can wear it with almost anything. A plain t-shirt, a smart shirt, a girly blouse or even a kebaya top. Jeans can be both functional and stylish. It’s pretty much an easy and a comfortable thing to wear, unless you’re wearing a really tight pair of jeans that is blocking your blood circulation. A person can be happy with only a pair of jeans in possession and would be wearing the same one over and over again. However, there is also a group of people who owns more jeans than you can imagine. There is a female celebrity who has more than 500 pairs of jeans in her closet. That is more than a pair of jeans for each day in a year! And I believe that each pair of her jeans cost more than usual.
I own several pairs but I always tend to wear this particular pair that I really love. No matter what my top is, my favorite jeans would always match it up. I love it so much that even if I buy a new one, I always think that the new ones can never beat my fav. So why do I even think of buying a new one? I guess every time I look into my wardrobe, I always think that I still need another pair that would match with some of the tops that I have. Yeah right. More like wasting my money. So right now, I would not but another pair of jeans. Other types of pants are fine but not jeans of any kind. But then again, what if I find another favorite pair? Ouh, I’m taking my words back.
and that's that
Friday, December 19, 2008
Dreaming of dreams
Do you dream when you’re asleep? If you do, do you tend to remember your dreams?
Well, my answer to both questions, YES.
Almost every night, I will dream in my sleep. The dream has always been random. From logic and around people I know, to illogical and with strangers. I dreamt of celebrities, leaders, teachers, family and friends. I dreamt of people who are still around me and those who I miss a lot because they left me for good.
My dreams are sometimes sad, sometimes happy, sometimes scary and most of it silly. Once, I dreamt about a big lizard, komodo-dragon like, which entered my house. And the next day, there was really a bog lizard under my mom’s car. But I never take my dreams seriously. As for the lizard incident, it was just plain coincidence. Yes, some of my dreams do come true but that doesn’t mean that I should believe everything that is in my dreams.
Some people may take dreams seriously. To this group of people, dreams are like their predictors of what’s going to happen in life. I read in newspaper today, a man won a jackpot of million ringgit because he dreamt of the numbers that made me rich. Even in our custom, the elders always have their interpretation of dreams. One of the common interpretations is when you dream your teeth are falling out, someone in your family or close to you will pass away. I have heard some people saying this is true because they experienced it themselves, but I still think that it’s just fate. Whether you dream before it happens or not, it will happen because it’s written.
Some people don’t usually dream. Or they think they don’t. There was a research done on human brainwaves during sleeping. The research showed that, human brains send out wave signal when dreaming, meaning there’s usually brain activities even when we sleep. Sleep is the time when our brains will try to sort out the things that have happened during the day and also try to solve problems that we can’t when we were awake. So, human do dream in their sleep. It’s just a matter of whether our brains can remember the dreams or not. Some people think they don’t dream, some people say they dream but can’t remember what the dream was, some can only remember bits of it and some can remember the entire dream.
I’m really sure if dreams are good or bad. All I know is that, some of my dreams have helped me. When I dream of bad things continuously, I know that I’m stressed out. And when that happens, I usually get myself back together. I also have dreamt of my dad, many times. When you really miss a person, seeing that a person in your dream is sometimes enough to cure it. Dreaming of funny or romantic situations always put a smile on my face when I wake up in the morning. There have been times where I wake up from my dreams, crying, too. So, when I can say is that, to me, my dreams are just a part of my life. I don’t mind if I dream when I sleep and same goes to when I don’t dream. I know a person who doesn’t want to be disturbed by dreams when he sleeps. Hehe. You know who you are and I respect that.
Considering that I dream a lot, I’m thinking of keeping a dream diary. A collection of slumber stories. =)
P/s: sebelum tidur, jangan lupa basuh kaki dan baca doa.
and that's that
Well, my answer to both questions, YES.
Almost every night, I will dream in my sleep. The dream has always been random. From logic and around people I know, to illogical and with strangers. I dreamt of celebrities, leaders, teachers, family and friends. I dreamt of people who are still around me and those who I miss a lot because they left me for good.
My dreams are sometimes sad, sometimes happy, sometimes scary and most of it silly. Once, I dreamt about a big lizard, komodo-dragon like, which entered my house. And the next day, there was really a bog lizard under my mom’s car. But I never take my dreams seriously. As for the lizard incident, it was just plain coincidence. Yes, some of my dreams do come true but that doesn’t mean that I should believe everything that is in my dreams.
Some people may take dreams seriously. To this group of people, dreams are like their predictors of what’s going to happen in life. I read in newspaper today, a man won a jackpot of million ringgit because he dreamt of the numbers that made me rich. Even in our custom, the elders always have their interpretation of dreams. One of the common interpretations is when you dream your teeth are falling out, someone in your family or close to you will pass away. I have heard some people saying this is true because they experienced it themselves, but I still think that it’s just fate. Whether you dream before it happens or not, it will happen because it’s written.
Some people don’t usually dream. Or they think they don’t. There was a research done on human brainwaves during sleeping. The research showed that, human brains send out wave signal when dreaming, meaning there’s usually brain activities even when we sleep. Sleep is the time when our brains will try to sort out the things that have happened during the day and also try to solve problems that we can’t when we were awake. So, human do dream in their sleep. It’s just a matter of whether our brains can remember the dreams or not. Some people think they don’t dream, some people say they dream but can’t remember what the dream was, some can only remember bits of it and some can remember the entire dream.
I’m really sure if dreams are good or bad. All I know is that, some of my dreams have helped me. When I dream of bad things continuously, I know that I’m stressed out. And when that happens, I usually get myself back together. I also have dreamt of my dad, many times. When you really miss a person, seeing that a person in your dream is sometimes enough to cure it. Dreaming of funny or romantic situations always put a smile on my face when I wake up in the morning. There have been times where I wake up from my dreams, crying, too. So, when I can say is that, to me, my dreams are just a part of my life. I don’t mind if I dream when I sleep and same goes to when I don’t dream. I know a person who doesn’t want to be disturbed by dreams when he sleeps. Hehe. You know who you are and I respect that.
Considering that I dream a lot, I’m thinking of keeping a dream diary. A collection of slumber stories. =)
P/s: sebelum tidur, jangan lupa basuh kaki dan baca doa.
and that's that
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
to:nick
i think i screwed up our conversation just now. or maybe your tired. or maybe i did screw up. haish~
im really sorry. i didn't mean too. it was really nice talking to you. always have been. and will always be looked forward.
good luck!
and that's that
im really sorry. i didn't mean too. it was really nice talking to you. always have been. and will always be looked forward.
good luck!
and that's that
Monday, December 15, 2008
I can hear the bells
Haha. Klaka je. Me and my friends sibuk duk buat wedding questionnaire kt facebook. Yan la ni yg start. Tp kwn dia yg start dulu kot. Tp it’s kinda fun jugak. Makes me really think about it, really.
Saya berjaya menjawab soklan2 tersebut walaupun saya single. Hehe. Maknenya aku ni kuat berangan jugak la. Well, I think it’s almost every girl’s dream to have a wedding that she likes. Even though we know that it might not be exactly like what we want. But hey, it’s not wrong to dream right? Makes u want to go for it. But for now, I need a candidate dulu kot. Tp rasa2 nye mcm da ada. Tp x confirm lg. hehe. Macam shopping online lak. Da usha, da pilih betul2, da suka da, tp payment x buat lg kot. Nk bwt tp kne tgk duit dlm bank dulu. Ha, lbey kurg mcm tu la. Hehe.
So, below it’s the questionnaire with my answers. Siapa-siapa lg yg rajin, nti buat pastu bgtaw ok? Hehe. Nk jugak taw org lain pny plans.
1. How old are you?
20 years YOUNG, thank you very much
2. Are you single?
yeah, about that....I'm not so sure... =p
3. In what age do you think you’ll get married?
Not too old but not too young. What age is that? 25?
4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now?
I really hope so =D
5. If not, who do you want to marry?
Can there not be 'if not'?
6. Do you want a garden/beach wedding, or the traditional wedding?
Simple traditional wedding in the garden
7. Your ideal motif?
Coral and ivory
8. Where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?
On an island
9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?
Family and friends =)
10. Do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?
Simple. The important thing is everybody will be there
11. Do you want the traditional vows or something you’d make up on your own?
No vows in my custom.
12. How many layers of cake do you want to have?
Can I get 3 layers of tiramisu cake?
13. Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or at a simple place?
My mum suggests the hall in front of my house. Dekat and senang.
14. When do you want to get married, evening or morning?
A bit later after noon. Nti cair make-up. haha
15. You’d rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?
Outdoors reception
16. Do you like a grand entrance for your groom?
Hurm, a simple one would do.
17. Name the song/tune you’d like played at your wedding?
Oldies. and also Lucky by Jason Mraz =)
18. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?
A light one.
19. What age do you want to get married?
Now that I've come to think of it, 25! Yan, kawin sama2! haha
20. Describe your ideal husband/wife
Hehe. No, I want it to be a suprise to my friends
21. Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?
Haha. Makan pakai tgn la. Kita kn org melayu
22. Champagne or red wine?
Air sirap. I'm traditional. hehe
23. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
Days after. Penat kot wedding
24. Money or household item?
Both? hehe
25. Who will pay for the bills?
Both of us.
26. Are you ready for married life?
Amirah Zayanah is. hehe.
27. Will u always be true to your wife/husband
Only if he does the same
28. How many kids do you like to have?
Tengok rezeki =)
29. A new house for a newly wed or an old one?
Get I get a new one dear? hehe
30. Will you celebrate silver wedding, gold wedding, or diamond wedding?
I think i will
31. What kind of cuisine would you like for your wedding?
I want my aunty to be the caterer for my wedding. She's an awesome cook.
32. Will u record your honeymoon in a cd or dvd?
i'll put photos and some vidoes in dvd.
33. Whose wedding plans would you like to know next? Choose 5 person.
Aiman, Nuha, Syamimi, Mayam, Zamir
p/s: I choked a bit during dinner just now. instead of giving me water, my mum asked, "timah ada boyfriend baru da ke?". Ibu, ur funny. =)
and that's that
Saya berjaya menjawab soklan2 tersebut walaupun saya single. Hehe. Maknenya aku ni kuat berangan jugak la. Well, I think it’s almost every girl’s dream to have a wedding that she likes. Even though we know that it might not be exactly like what we want. But hey, it’s not wrong to dream right? Makes u want to go for it. But for now, I need a candidate dulu kot. Tp rasa2 nye mcm da ada. Tp x confirm lg. hehe. Macam shopping online lak. Da usha, da pilih betul2, da suka da, tp payment x buat lg kot. Nk bwt tp kne tgk duit dlm bank dulu. Ha, lbey kurg mcm tu la. Hehe.
So, below it’s the questionnaire with my answers. Siapa-siapa lg yg rajin, nti buat pastu bgtaw ok? Hehe. Nk jugak taw org lain pny plans.
1. How old are you?
20 years YOUNG, thank you very much
2. Are you single?
yeah, about that....I'm not so sure... =p
3. In what age do you think you’ll get married?
Not too old but not too young. What age is that? 25?
4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now?
I really hope so =D
5. If not, who do you want to marry?
Can there not be 'if not'?
6. Do you want a garden/beach wedding, or the traditional wedding?
Simple traditional wedding in the garden
7. Your ideal motif?
Coral and ivory
8. Where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?
On an island
9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?
Family and friends =)
10. Do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?
Simple. The important thing is everybody will be there
11. Do you want the traditional vows or something you’d make up on your own?
No vows in my custom.
12. How many layers of cake do you want to have?
Can I get 3 layers of tiramisu cake?
13. Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or at a simple place?
My mum suggests the hall in front of my house. Dekat and senang.
14. When do you want to get married, evening or morning?
A bit later after noon. Nti cair make-up. haha
15. You’d rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?
Outdoors reception
16. Do you like a grand entrance for your groom?
Hurm, a simple one would do.
17. Name the song/tune you’d like played at your wedding?
Oldies. and also Lucky by Jason Mraz =)
18. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?
A light one.
19. What age do you want to get married?
Now that I've come to think of it, 25! Yan, kawin sama2! haha
20. Describe your ideal husband/wife
Hehe. No, I want it to be a suprise to my friends
21. Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?
Haha. Makan pakai tgn la. Kita kn org melayu
22. Champagne or red wine?
Air sirap. I'm traditional. hehe
23. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
Days after. Penat kot wedding
24. Money or household item?
Both? hehe
25. Who will pay for the bills?
Both of us.
26. Are you ready for married life?
Amirah Zayanah is. hehe.
27. Will u always be true to your wife/husband
Only if he does the same
28. How many kids do you like to have?
Tengok rezeki =)
29. A new house for a newly wed or an old one?
Get I get a new one dear? hehe
30. Will you celebrate silver wedding, gold wedding, or diamond wedding?
I think i will
31. What kind of cuisine would you like for your wedding?
I want my aunty to be the caterer for my wedding. She's an awesome cook.
32. Will u record your honeymoon in a cd or dvd?
i'll put photos and some vidoes in dvd.
33. Whose wedding plans would you like to know next? Choose 5 person.
Aiman, Nuha, Syamimi, Mayam, Zamir
p/s: I choked a bit during dinner just now. instead of giving me water, my mum asked, "timah ada boyfriend baru da ke?". Ibu, ur funny. =)
and that's that
Sunday, December 14, 2008
what are your reasons for having a blog?
I was talking to my good friend last night about lots of stuff. Then he told me that he read my blog.
He then asked me, "Is everybody supposed to have a blog?"
My obvious answer was NO.
Then he asked why do I have one? Here are my reasons.
My blog is where I write things when I feel like it. Because I don't update or put in new entry everyday. When I feel like writing and sharing it with the rest of the world, this space is the place.
My blog is kinda my medium to connect me with my friends. It's like pouring your heart out or saying your opinion on stuff indirectly to my friends and knowing their responses through the comment section.
My blog also has a few links to my friends' blog pages. though it's not many, but I'm still trying to add more so that i can know about my friends' whereabouts even though I'm not keeping in touch with them directly everyday. It show that I care. And yes, I do care.
Well, what I can conclude is that, sharing is caring =D.
my blog is a way for me to share with my readers my thoughts and feelings and I feel the same too about their blog pages. So, those are my reasons.
What's yours?
and that's that
He then asked me, "Is everybody supposed to have a blog?"
My obvious answer was NO.
Then he asked why do I have one? Here are my reasons.
My blog is where I write things when I feel like it. Because I don't update or put in new entry everyday. When I feel like writing and sharing it with the rest of the world, this space is the place.
My blog is kinda my medium to connect me with my friends. It's like pouring your heart out or saying your opinion on stuff indirectly to my friends and knowing their responses through the comment section.
My blog also has a few links to my friends' blog pages. though it's not many, but I'm still trying to add more so that i can know about my friends' whereabouts even though I'm not keeping in touch with them directly everyday. It show that I care. And yes, I do care.
Well, what I can conclude is that, sharing is caring =D.
my blog is a way for me to share with my readers my thoughts and feelings and I feel the same too about their blog pages. So, those are my reasons.
What's yours?
and that's that
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
when a man hits
scene 1
td on the way balik rumah from KBmall, lalu satu lorong kecik ni...ada motor kt dpn
yg bawak tu laki, blkg dia ada sorg pmpn...couple kot...
pastu tgh drive blkg diorg tuh, nmpk diorg mcm duk pukul2..
ingtkn bergurau manja..skali yg laki tu stop motor tuh...dua2 turun
pastu yg laki tu pukul pmpn tu...mmg pukul serius...smpi terduduk pmpn tuh ats rumput tepi longkang...
mmg time tuh x brani lgsg nk stop n tolong...tgk laki tu gaya mcm drug addict jek..
pastu pndi2 la pmpn tu settle sendiri...bkn xnk tlg dik...tp mmg benda2 cmni ptot fikir siang2..
da nmpk tuh ibu trus ckp.."jgn kwn la ngn org cmtu"
scene 2
masa tu dkt KLIA, tgu flight balik kb...time cuti semester kt mrsm langkawi dulu
tgh bace magazine, depan skit ada married couple tgh duduk...
yg si isteri tgh ckp phone time tuh, tp mcm takot2...bile yg pmpn tu da abis ckp phone
si suami rampas phone si isteri and trus marah2..
tny sapa yg call...laki tu lagi?..lbey kurg cmtu la..pastu pmpn tu ckp xde sapa..tp dlm nada takot...laki tuh trus off phone si isteri and tukar sim card, masukkn sim card pmpn tu dlm phone dia...si isteri merayu jgn..
si suami mula meninggikn suara...masa tu rmi org dlm boarding hall...dpn org ramai dia marah isteri dia...si isteri mula menangis, merayu supaya suami dia x marah2...malu katanya, dpn org ramai...
skali, si suami menampar si isteri di pipi...kuat bunyinye, smua org kt situ boleh dngr...org ramai sudah lama memandang...mula2 nk masuk cmpur kang si suami marah...tp bila da start tampar, abg kt sblh tuh mmg da x tahan...dia ckp kt si suami minta bertenang...org rmi, bawa hal rumahtangga ke rumah...si suami bwt bodo and x layan si isteri...masa nk board plane, dia tinggal isteri dia sorg2...lpas tu x taw ape jd..
both scenes really happened in front of my eyes...
dua-dua nmpk cm dlm drama...srius...n it scares me...
im sure, for both couples in both scenes, they must be truly in love when they first met...care for each other n everything...but somehow, after some time...the men forgot about it and started to treat the women like crap...
a man shud never hit a woman...unless kalo da berkahwin, itu pon atas sbb2 tertentu dan lpas da bwt cara2 yg lain utk menghukum si isteri....
to me, laki yg pukul pmpn ni dayus...nk tunjuk ego, nk tunjuk terer...kalo da terer sgt, cuba la ckp leklok2 ngn bini...talk face-to-face, heart-to-heart...ni x, tgn tu gatal je nk pukul org...x gentleman lgsg...
pastu, kalo yg boyfriend pukul girlfriend lagi melampau...belum kahwin lg da cmtu, kalo da kahwin mmg seksa la hidup pmpn tuh...to girls out there, if ur bf starts to treat u bad, x yah tgu pukul, kalo dia da start calling u bad names bila dia tgh marah2, ha, baik jgn la...learn it from the girl who've been there...it's a sign that it will somehow be like that or worse when u get married...there's a lot of other guys out there who will respect u and treat u well...ye, mmg kdg2 si perempuan akan bwt salah, tp x perlu la menghukum sebegitu sekali...cuba berbincang...it's always the best way...
if u want to gain people's respect, give ur's first....
and that's that
td on the way balik rumah from KBmall, lalu satu lorong kecik ni...ada motor kt dpn
yg bawak tu laki, blkg dia ada sorg pmpn...couple kot...
pastu tgh drive blkg diorg tuh, nmpk diorg mcm duk pukul2..
ingtkn bergurau manja..skali yg laki tu stop motor tuh...dua2 turun
pastu yg laki tu pukul pmpn tu...mmg pukul serius...smpi terduduk pmpn tuh ats rumput tepi longkang...
mmg time tuh x brani lgsg nk stop n tolong...tgk laki tu gaya mcm drug addict jek..
pastu pndi2 la pmpn tu settle sendiri...bkn xnk tlg dik...tp mmg benda2 cmni ptot fikir siang2..
da nmpk tuh ibu trus ckp.."jgn kwn la ngn org cmtu"
scene 2
masa tu dkt KLIA, tgu flight balik kb...time cuti semester kt mrsm langkawi dulu
tgh bace magazine, depan skit ada married couple tgh duduk...
yg si isteri tgh ckp phone time tuh, tp mcm takot2...bile yg pmpn tu da abis ckp phone
si suami rampas phone si isteri and trus marah2..
tny sapa yg call...laki tu lagi?..lbey kurg cmtu la..pastu pmpn tu ckp xde sapa..tp dlm nada takot...laki tuh trus off phone si isteri and tukar sim card, masukkn sim card pmpn tu dlm phone dia...si isteri merayu jgn..
si suami mula meninggikn suara...masa tu rmi org dlm boarding hall...dpn org ramai dia marah isteri dia...si isteri mula menangis, merayu supaya suami dia x marah2...malu katanya, dpn org ramai...
skali, si suami menampar si isteri di pipi...kuat bunyinye, smua org kt situ boleh dngr...org ramai sudah lama memandang...mula2 nk masuk cmpur kang si suami marah...tp bila da start tampar, abg kt sblh tuh mmg da x tahan...dia ckp kt si suami minta bertenang...org rmi, bawa hal rumahtangga ke rumah...si suami bwt bodo and x layan si isteri...masa nk board plane, dia tinggal isteri dia sorg2...lpas tu x taw ape jd..
both scenes really happened in front of my eyes...
dua-dua nmpk cm dlm drama...srius...n it scares me...
im sure, for both couples in both scenes, they must be truly in love when they first met...care for each other n everything...but somehow, after some time...the men forgot about it and started to treat the women like crap...
a man shud never hit a woman...unless kalo da berkahwin, itu pon atas sbb2 tertentu dan lpas da bwt cara2 yg lain utk menghukum si isteri....
to me, laki yg pukul pmpn ni dayus...nk tunjuk ego, nk tunjuk terer...kalo da terer sgt, cuba la ckp leklok2 ngn bini...talk face-to-face, heart-to-heart...ni x, tgn tu gatal je nk pukul org...x gentleman lgsg...
pastu, kalo yg boyfriend pukul girlfriend lagi melampau...belum kahwin lg da cmtu, kalo da kahwin mmg seksa la hidup pmpn tuh...to girls out there, if ur bf starts to treat u bad, x yah tgu pukul, kalo dia da start calling u bad names bila dia tgh marah2, ha, baik jgn la...learn it from the girl who've been there...it's a sign that it will somehow be like that or worse when u get married...there's a lot of other guys out there who will respect u and treat u well...ye, mmg kdg2 si perempuan akan bwt salah, tp x perlu la menghukum sebegitu sekali...cuba berbincang...it's always the best way...
if u want to gain people's respect, give ur's first....
and that's that
will u marry me?
ok...sapa2 pun jgn jwb...nti ada gak yg kawin awl nti
me, my mom and my bro were having a chat in the kitchen pada malam hari raya aritu...smbl2 kemas dapur..it seemed that my bro were feeling kinda stressed out(i guess) for not having a gf....
and kalo dia stress..mmg akn nmpk sgt2...so...my mom talked to him...
according to my mum,(Ibu 2008) benda-benda macam ni, kita x blh paksa
when the time comes, the time comes
betul kn? yela, rmi je pmpn ske my bro tp bukan smua tu gf material kn? xkn la nk main amik cmtu jek...lgpon its not the time to test drive anymore....he shud be having a gf that can be a candidate for the wife post....tgk umur la kn? hehe...then dia ckp dia rse ada pmpn ske dia tp dia cm x ley nk ske pmpn tuh...so i tell him, da kalo x ske nk paksa ape...maybe she's not the one kn?...n then my mom ckp "kwn je dlu ngn sme org...some day akn ada pnya...kita yg merancang, Tuhan yg menentukan...tp jgn la x berusaha plak...pmpn x bpe nk bwt first move...n lelaki itu sgt la gentleman kalo dia yg bwt first move"....and i nodded approving my mom...
then, tetbe, trase nk tny..."ibu, how did u meet dad?"....ibu pon cite la psl locelife dia,"dlu ibu jumpe aboh mase sama2 blaja form 6 kt IP kt kota bharu....n ibu pon ada gang mcm timah...kwn rmi2 laki n pmpn...pastu dulu, ibu blk umah from IP naik beca pg umah nenek...n ur dad would follow from the back with his bicycle"...mase tuh...me, my sis n my bro srentak ckp..."cute gile!"....haha..mmg pon..comel n sgt romantik ok...haha...pastu ibu cite, aboh dlu dia straight foward je...dia confessed kt ibu ckp dia nk ibu jd steady girl dia...n pdhal b4 that ibu xske pon dia....aduhai...mmg drama melayu tahun 60-an.....hehe...tp diorg x slalu pun kuar date..kalo kuar mesti rmi2 dgn gang diorg....again ibu ckp...mcm timah....(makes me think mayb...just mayb...it would be the same for me?)...
so, after that, i made a conclusion to my bro...."don't worry, there will be someone for u, and u will know that once ur with her...but then again, don't be too busy with ur work....and i don't think you have to worry about being friends with everybody, because ur the person with most friends that i know...."...it's true....rsenye dia tu da terlbey kwn kot...haha..kalo jln ngn dia akn taw la...pg mana2 je, mesti slalu kne stop sbb dia jumpe kwn dia...haish...
so, tu la dia....we will support you no matter what...tp cpt la kawin...me n tijah wants to put on some fancy clothes and shoes on so that we can party!!!
hehe...
and that's that
me, my mom and my bro were having a chat in the kitchen pada malam hari raya aritu...smbl2 kemas dapur..it seemed that my bro were feeling kinda stressed out(i guess) for not having a gf....
and kalo dia stress..mmg akn nmpk sgt2...so...my mom talked to him...
according to my mum,(Ibu 2008) benda-benda macam ni, kita x blh paksa
when the time comes, the time comes
betul kn? yela, rmi je pmpn ske my bro tp bukan smua tu gf material kn? xkn la nk main amik cmtu jek...lgpon its not the time to test drive anymore....he shud be having a gf that can be a candidate for the wife post....tgk umur la kn? hehe...then dia ckp dia rse ada pmpn ske dia tp dia cm x ley nk ske pmpn tuh...so i tell him, da kalo x ske nk paksa ape...maybe she's not the one kn?...n then my mom ckp "kwn je dlu ngn sme org...some day akn ada pnya...kita yg merancang, Tuhan yg menentukan...tp jgn la x berusaha plak...pmpn x bpe nk bwt first move...n lelaki itu sgt la gentleman kalo dia yg bwt first move"....and i nodded approving my mom...
then, tetbe, trase nk tny..."ibu, how did u meet dad?"....ibu pon cite la psl locelife dia,"dlu ibu jumpe aboh mase sama2 blaja form 6 kt IP kt kota bharu....n ibu pon ada gang mcm timah...kwn rmi2 laki n pmpn...pastu dulu, ibu blk umah from IP naik beca pg umah nenek...n ur dad would follow from the back with his bicycle"...mase tuh...me, my sis n my bro srentak ckp..."cute gile!"....haha..mmg pon..comel n sgt romantik ok...haha...pastu ibu cite, aboh dlu dia straight foward je...dia confessed kt ibu ckp dia nk ibu jd steady girl dia...n pdhal b4 that ibu xske pon dia....aduhai...mmg drama melayu tahun 60-an.....hehe...tp diorg x slalu pun kuar date..kalo kuar mesti rmi2 dgn gang diorg....again ibu ckp...mcm timah....(makes me think mayb...just mayb...it would be the same for me?)...
so, after that, i made a conclusion to my bro...."don't worry, there will be someone for u, and u will know that once ur with her...but then again, don't be too busy with ur work....and i don't think you have to worry about being friends with everybody, because ur the person with most friends that i know...."...it's true....rsenye dia tu da terlbey kwn kot...haha..kalo jln ngn dia akn taw la...pg mana2 je, mesti slalu kne stop sbb dia jumpe kwn dia...haish...
so, tu la dia....we will support you no matter what...tp cpt la kawin...me n tijah wants to put on some fancy clothes and shoes on so that we can party!!!
hehe...
and that's that
Friday, December 5, 2008
grocer in KB
dalam minggu ni, da 3 kali pergi tesco. beli groceries. to me, that's more often than usual. mcm pg lecture yg setiap selang sehari. tp nak buat mcmane. i need to go and grab stuff. ada aje brg yg xde kt umah. tp kan, everytime im there, i will always see other people/families who would buy stuff in bulks. and the stuff tu bkn la stkat beli tissue toilet bnyk2. kdg2 tuh bli ikan n ayam mcm nk jual or bukak kedai. mmg diorg bukak kedai makan kot.
i went to tesco again today. beli brg utk raya haji (jemput la dtg raya kt umah). pastu masa tgh ambik daging, ada makcik kt sblh ni tolak one trolley full of nutrigen(mcm vitagen). sgt la bnyk. satu paket tu kan ada 6 kn? she took more than 20 of the 6-pax. aduhai. itu xkn la nk jual kot anak dia rmi kot. xpon dia ada tadika. tak pon dia cikgu darjah 1@2. tp cuti skolah kn skrg? tu la plik.
pastu da bnyk kali jugak, kalo nak cari brg je, ada je yg out of stock. nak kata pg lmbt, awl da. nak kata rmi org, x sgt. maybe sbb sorg bli bnyk kot. pastu xde limit lak. lg lah. pastuada satu station ni jual udang. makcik2 and pakcik2 bli udang cm semut. sgt la rmi. n sorg2 xpon nk bli skit2. agaknya sbb nk raya haji kot. dkt kota bharu mmg mcmtu. raya haji tu kdg2 lg meriah dari raya puasa. x taw knp, but that's just the way it is. bila blk kota bharu, atmosphere dia sgt2 la lain. kdg2 tu mcm duk country lain. but im not complaining nor too happy about it. my hometown has her own speciality and not everybody can see that.
masa kt langkawi dulu, rmi jugak kwn2 tny, "kt kota bharu ada ape yg best?"
and slalu my silly answer would be, "ada timah". because seriously, i don't know what to tell. it's not that im not proud from where i come from, i do. it's just that, life here is pretty much different from other places that i've been to. life here is very slow pace and there is nothing exciting for people over here to look foward to. but if my friends from other places come to visit kelantan, i can still bring them to places that somehow, they can only get it here. even if not, it would be the kelatanese way. i myself is not that good in my own culture but i do know a bit here and there.
however, going back to kota bharu makes me feel secure and comfortable. u know, homey kinda feeling. because i can go back to my house, eat the food that i know i can't find it anywhere else in the world and go to places that im familiar with since i was a kid. besides, i still have my primary school friends that has been and will always be there for me when i need them. living in KB for my whole 20 years(and counting) made me who i am today. and im proud of it. when people ask me if i ever going to move out of KB, i can't think of an answer ryte now. because as for now, im happy here and can't see any place else that would be the same for me.
and that's that
i went to tesco again today. beli brg utk raya haji (jemput la dtg raya kt umah). pastu masa tgh ambik daging, ada makcik kt sblh ni tolak one trolley full of nutrigen(mcm vitagen). sgt la bnyk. satu paket tu kan ada 6 kn? she took more than 20 of the 6-pax. aduhai. itu xkn la nk jual kot anak dia rmi kot. xpon dia ada tadika. tak pon dia cikgu darjah 1@2. tp cuti skolah kn skrg? tu la plik.
pastu da bnyk kali jugak, kalo nak cari brg je, ada je yg out of stock. nak kata pg lmbt, awl da. nak kata rmi org, x sgt. maybe sbb sorg bli bnyk kot. pastu xde limit lak. lg lah. pastuada satu station ni jual udang. makcik2 and pakcik2 bli udang cm semut. sgt la rmi. n sorg2 xpon nk bli skit2. agaknya sbb nk raya haji kot. dkt kota bharu mmg mcmtu. raya haji tu kdg2 lg meriah dari raya puasa. x taw knp, but that's just the way it is. bila blk kota bharu, atmosphere dia sgt2 la lain. kdg2 tu mcm duk country lain. but im not complaining nor too happy about it. my hometown has her own speciality and not everybody can see that.
masa kt langkawi dulu, rmi jugak kwn2 tny, "kt kota bharu ada ape yg best?"
and slalu my silly answer would be, "ada timah". because seriously, i don't know what to tell. it's not that im not proud from where i come from, i do. it's just that, life here is pretty much different from other places that i've been to. life here is very slow pace and there is nothing exciting for people over here to look foward to. but if my friends from other places come to visit kelantan, i can still bring them to places that somehow, they can only get it here. even if not, it would be the kelatanese way. i myself is not that good in my own culture but i do know a bit here and there.
however, going back to kota bharu makes me feel secure and comfortable. u know, homey kinda feeling. because i can go back to my house, eat the food that i know i can't find it anywhere else in the world and go to places that im familiar with since i was a kid. besides, i still have my primary school friends that has been and will always be there for me when i need them. living in KB for my whole 20 years(and counting) made me who i am today. and im proud of it. when people ask me if i ever going to move out of KB, i can't think of an answer ryte now. because as for now, im happy here and can't see any place else that would be the same for me.
and that's that
Sunday, November 30, 2008
it's been a while
whoa, when was the last time i made a post to my blog?
it has been a few months i reckon. yup, some of my friends did tell me to update. n yes, i was going to. but i was put off by a lot of stuff. (alasan).
n my blog page didn't worl well when i was in Brisbane. ble kt Kota Bharu blh la plak. haish.
so, it's my summer break. but i rained for 3 weeks here in KB. it's not dreadful i must say. i quite like it, knowing the fact that im home. that's why i love coming back. u just feel secure and comfy, rain or shine.
before i came back, i had to go through the final semester exam. it was hell. yup.
but felt relieved after it was over. so my friends and i went to gold coast for a week, while entertaining our ex-lecturer-guest from malaysia. sambil menyelam minum air betul? =)
then i went straight back to malaysia.
hm, lets just say my first day in malaysia didn't go well, not until i reached KB.
got my results, my flight was delayed, didn't felt right at all. n i think whoever looked at my face on that day would think im some kind of emo girl cause i was so sure that my face looked horrible. muka cam nk makan org.
but im ok now. i've sucked it up and move on.
i retraced my steps and realised my mistakes. better luck next sem.
now, im happily at home and i maybe gaining a few pounds. well, blame the food of kelantan. u just can't get enough.
and also, im on my mission to pour my heart out. hope that everything's going to be fine. *fingers crossed*
hm, that's all for now. recap of what happened(even though it wasn't much).
be back with other stuff.
and that's that
it has been a few months i reckon. yup, some of my friends did tell me to update. n yes, i was going to. but i was put off by a lot of stuff. (alasan).
n my blog page didn't worl well when i was in Brisbane. ble kt Kota Bharu blh la plak. haish.
so, it's my summer break. but i rained for 3 weeks here in KB. it's not dreadful i must say. i quite like it, knowing the fact that im home. that's why i love coming back. u just feel secure and comfy, rain or shine.
before i came back, i had to go through the final semester exam. it was hell. yup.
but felt relieved after it was over. so my friends and i went to gold coast for a week, while entertaining our ex-lecturer-guest from malaysia. sambil menyelam minum air betul? =)
then i went straight back to malaysia.
hm, lets just say my first day in malaysia didn't go well, not until i reached KB.
got my results, my flight was delayed, didn't felt right at all. n i think whoever looked at my face on that day would think im some kind of emo girl cause i was so sure that my face looked horrible. muka cam nk makan org.
but im ok now. i've sucked it up and move on.
i retraced my steps and realised my mistakes. better luck next sem.
now, im happily at home and i maybe gaining a few pounds. well, blame the food of kelantan. u just can't get enough.
and also, im on my mission to pour my heart out. hope that everything's going to be fine. *fingers crossed*
hm, that's all for now. recap of what happened(even though it wasn't much).
be back with other stuff.
and that's that
Monday, September 8, 2008
need distractions
its the second week of Ramadhan da...cpt kn?
x perasan pon time flies quickly pastu bnyk la keje yg x siap...hehe
so what happened in past weeks?
well, had MERDEKA CUP here in UQ...
2 straight hours of netball and without prior and proper training....
pnat teramat sgt tp worth it..dpt 2nd place!! =D
hehe...out of 5 je pon, tp kire ok la tuh...hehe
after the games, had a merdeka gathering with fellow msians here in UQ and other unis in QLD.
mkn nasi briyani and steak...first time in aussie!! huhu...puas ati sgt mkn tuh...da la sdap gle...
sapa2 yg msk aritu, for sure im going to her/his house for raya...haha
dat night, me, lia, bean, zepul, as, katek and apip...we went out to watch the riverfire fireworks show...wahaha...gempak gle
da la merdeka eve, so ktorg konon celeb8 merdeka la..hehe
tp diorg pny fireworks lg gempak dr merdeka KLCC...haha...ada 3 spots fireworks...and another 1 ats bridge...pastu ktorg dpt seat plg best...yg dkt tgh2 pny...so nmpk sme...
after the "ooohs and ahhhs"...hehe...pg pancake manor (fav pancake place + tmpt lpak mlm2)
d nxt day, the effect of the netball and whole day out got me really bad...
i cnt even walk properly....ala2 king kong pon ada
haha...skt sgt my whole body...muscles sme koyak...haha
3 ari gak la nk ilang, skrg da ok da =)
pas2 stat pose...huhu
first time pose away from home...mule2 ingtkn sdey gle...skali xde la sgt..
rse biasa2 je
cme xde mknan gempak2 r...
huhu...tp ok la...pastu time bukak pose awl!!...hehe...
with all the assignments and mid term exams, i barely have time to think what to cook for berbuka...taw2 da kul 4.30 pm...msuk dpur...bwt je pape...5.30 da buka...
huhu...sronok gak r
smlm lak ada iftar kt surau kt UQ.turn malaysia masak...sbb gilir2 country everyday...
yg b4 dis, x pnah pon g buka kt surau..tp smlm pg la sbb nk tlg2...
skali mknana, mak oih, kalah kalo buka kt umah sndr
ada nasi minyak, ayam pedas, kari kambing, kurma, fruits bpe jnis tah, ada dadih, jelly, donut la, karipap, choc cake, popia la, bihun grg la...srius bnyk lg..pastu bnyk sgt lbey...siap bagi2 kt org lg...huhu...generous tol msians kn? proud to be 1
sbb ada org ckp, kalo turn country lain msk, mknan x bnyk sgt n kdg2 x bpe best...sbb diorg xde close networking like us msians do...so kt mane2 pon korg duk, jgn isolate urself...kalo ada msians yg lain, join skali...x de la rse lonely and homesick sgt...
lg pon bulan pose ni, bwt2 la amal kebajikan dgn cara yg plg kte mampu... =)
sme benda tuh had been good distractions for me...distractions from things that im nt even sure of if its true...bt i want it to be true...maybe it is true...but sometimes a girl just wanna know...
so from now on, i nid to occupy myself so that i will not think about that matter too much...
those are some of the picture of merdeka cup, enjoy!
and that's that
Friday, August 22, 2008
series of unfortunate events
as if last week couldn't be any tougher and stressful..
yup, jd student..so biasa la kn...assignment la, group meeting la, etc.
yg tu mmg d normal dose of 'tension' of any student
tp ble ada lak masalah2 luar yg dtg at the same...sgt la x membantu...
kalo la blh suh those probs tgu jap ke, tgu nti sme keje siap ke...kn best??
tp malangnye mmg x ley
so the unfortunate events are (nt in order):
1. sorg hamba Allah ni, ble da kwn best2 ngn aku...tetbe hilang begitu shj...wah, mmg cm chipsmore abis...pas2 tu tetbe dia muncul kembali..eh??..plik sgt...rpenye tu last 'meet'...dia ada agenda dia sndr...time tu da rse x best sbb cm tah, tetbe je kn, ble da rse best 'bersaim'..hehe...tp xpe lah..
2. sorg lg hamba Allah ni, haish, cne nk ckp ek??...dia terbagitaw(kot) benda yg mmg ble aku dngr, trus rse x best...aduhai, cm mmg perfect timing abis r...dia pon ada agenda dia gak...tp x pe lah
3. another person ni plak, x taw la aku terslh ckp ape2 ke kn??..tetbe menghilangkn diri selama 4 hari...mmg kesbran teruji abis...mcm2 benda -ve da pk jd kt dia...tp last2 dia contact blk gak...nsb baik...tp pas2 cm da x best sgt da...tp xpe lah
4.pas2 smlm, ada la sorg pmpn (yg x bpe nk btol kot) msg aku, ckp aku ni nk amik bf....Ya Allah...ble plak la aku amik bf org ni??....siap ckp dia tuh duk ngn laki tu la ape la...gle ape??...like i care...ske ati la ko nk bwt dosa bnyk2 pon...tp x yah la smpi nk fitnah org x psl2...it turned out to be, pmpn tu perasan...itu ape 'bf' dia bgtaw la...tp skrg ni aku pon mls nk pk aku nk caya sapa...aku just mind my own business....wpon kne cmtuh...tp xpe lah...
5.benda yg plg best yg ptot jd arini...x jd...sbb ape??..sbb hujan...pny la look fwd kt installation 'musang' tuh...last2 x blh..kne tgu lg 2 weeks...aiyo...lme tuh....tp x pe lah
sbb ape xpe??...cause i believe evrything happens for a reason...kalo dat reason tu aku x nmpk after the unfortunate event, mungkin after dat aku akn nmpk...because mmg slalu akn ada....
sme benda yg jd ada hikmahnye...so sepanjang beberapa hari aku kne test bertalu-talu, i just kept my chin up and look at the brighter side....benda da jd, x ley nk bwt ape...tp sme tuh mmg da nmpk da hikmahnye...n im very grateful dat im sane enough to think rationally....i wud be lying to say dat nt one of the unfortunate events made me feel down n low..bt i cant make it a big deal..bnyk lg benda lain yg blh difikirkn n bnyk lg benda lain yg kne dpt my attention....like Olympics...hm...gud distraction from all of these crap stuf...
as for nw, im nt sure if the series end today, bt even if it wont, i'm ready...bring it on!
and that's that
yup, jd student..so biasa la kn...assignment la, group meeting la, etc.
yg tu mmg d normal dose of 'tension' of any student
tp ble ada lak masalah2 luar yg dtg at the same...sgt la x membantu...
kalo la blh suh those probs tgu jap ke, tgu nti sme keje siap ke...kn best??
tp malangnye mmg x ley
so the unfortunate events are (nt in order):
1. sorg hamba Allah ni, ble da kwn best2 ngn aku...tetbe hilang begitu shj...wah, mmg cm chipsmore abis...pas2 tu tetbe dia muncul kembali..eh??..plik sgt...rpenye tu last 'meet'...dia ada agenda dia sndr...time tu da rse x best sbb cm tah, tetbe je kn, ble da rse best 'bersaim'..hehe...tp xpe lah..
2. sorg lg hamba Allah ni, haish, cne nk ckp ek??...dia terbagitaw(kot) benda yg mmg ble aku dngr, trus rse x best...aduhai, cm mmg perfect timing abis r...dia pon ada agenda dia gak...tp x pe lah
3. another person ni plak, x taw la aku terslh ckp ape2 ke kn??..tetbe menghilangkn diri selama 4 hari...mmg kesbran teruji abis...mcm2 benda -ve da pk jd kt dia...tp last2 dia contact blk gak...nsb baik...tp pas2 cm da x best sgt da...tp xpe lah
4.pas2 smlm, ada la sorg pmpn (yg x bpe nk btol kot) msg aku, ckp aku ni nk amik bf....Ya Allah...ble plak la aku amik bf org ni??....siap ckp dia tuh duk ngn laki tu la ape la...gle ape??...like i care...ske ati la ko nk bwt dosa bnyk2 pon...tp x yah la smpi nk fitnah org x psl2...it turned out to be, pmpn tu perasan...itu ape 'bf' dia bgtaw la...tp skrg ni aku pon mls nk pk aku nk caya sapa...aku just mind my own business....wpon kne cmtuh...tp xpe lah...
5.benda yg plg best yg ptot jd arini...x jd...sbb ape??..sbb hujan...pny la look fwd kt installation 'musang' tuh...last2 x blh..kne tgu lg 2 weeks...aiyo...lme tuh....tp x pe lah
sbb ape xpe??...cause i believe evrything happens for a reason...kalo dat reason tu aku x nmpk after the unfortunate event, mungkin after dat aku akn nmpk...because mmg slalu akn ada....
sme benda yg jd ada hikmahnye...so sepanjang beberapa hari aku kne test bertalu-talu, i just kept my chin up and look at the brighter side....benda da jd, x ley nk bwt ape...tp sme tuh mmg da nmpk da hikmahnye...n im very grateful dat im sane enough to think rationally....i wud be lying to say dat nt one of the unfortunate events made me feel down n low..bt i cant make it a big deal..bnyk lg benda lain yg blh difikirkn n bnyk lg benda lain yg kne dpt my attention....like Olympics...hm...gud distraction from all of these crap stuf...
as for nw, im nt sure if the series end today, bt even if it wont, i'm ready...bring it on!
and that's that
Friday, August 15, 2008
fire rock tol
knp la setgh2 org mmg jnis yg x puas hati ngn org??..
yela, bkn stakat dengki, x ley tgk org lain happy, mesti nk condemn abis2...
lg satu, org yg berdendam x abis2, pdhal benda da lpas lme da...
haish..org mcm ni bwk masalah kt dunia
ada kn negara yg perang sbb masalah nenek moyang diorg dlu..yg xde kaitan ngn diorg pon
pas2 nyusahkn anak cucu org yg mmg xnk ada kaitan pon ngn masalah tuh
pas2 kes aniaya org pon ada...these kind of ppl wud do anytin to see the person he/she hates to suffer
they wud try to make other ppl turn their backs on that person, try to make ppl hate that person...etc.
rsenye mmg da nature setgh2 org cmtu kot...
kpd manga2 org 'batu api' ni, sabar la ye?...kalo kite bls blk ape da bwt, nti kte akn jd sme x mature ataupon sme insane ngn org tuh..biar lah dia...kte ada rmi lg org nk bck up kte...ppl will c d truth
kpd golongan2 'batu api', jgn la bwt cmtu kt org...melemparkn fitnah da berdosa, aniaya org pon dosa, try nk putuskn silaturahim pon dosa gak, menipu pon dosa gak...bnyk la dosa kalo jd batu api ni sng cite
hope dis will be a lesson to me and all of u
and that's that
yela, bkn stakat dengki, x ley tgk org lain happy, mesti nk condemn abis2...
lg satu, org yg berdendam x abis2, pdhal benda da lpas lme da...
haish..org mcm ni bwk masalah kt dunia
ada kn negara yg perang sbb masalah nenek moyang diorg dlu..yg xde kaitan ngn diorg pon
pas2 nyusahkn anak cucu org yg mmg xnk ada kaitan pon ngn masalah tuh
pas2 kes aniaya org pon ada...these kind of ppl wud do anytin to see the person he/she hates to suffer
they wud try to make other ppl turn their backs on that person, try to make ppl hate that person...etc.
rsenye mmg da nature setgh2 org cmtu kot...
kpd manga2 org 'batu api' ni, sabar la ye?...kalo kite bls blk ape da bwt, nti kte akn jd sme x mature ataupon sme insane ngn org tuh..biar lah dia...kte ada rmi lg org nk bck up kte...ppl will c d truth
kpd golongan2 'batu api', jgn la bwt cmtu kt org...melemparkn fitnah da berdosa, aniaya org pon dosa, try nk putuskn silaturahim pon dosa gak, menipu pon dosa gak...bnyk la dosa kalo jd batu api ni sng cite
hope dis will be a lesson to me and all of u
and that's that
Saturday, August 9, 2008
merchants of bollywood
for the 1st time, i watched a musical theater and it was awesome!!
the dancers were all hot(gurls) and hunk(guys + 6 pax!!!)...=p
mmg rse nk bgn n dance skali jek..haha...da lme sbnrnye x tgk hindustan
so ble tgk td cm teringt zaman2 skola rendah, sb dia cm pki gak lagu2 yg rse familiar...hehe
hero dia...mak aih, hot tersgt..haha..x pnah kot aku ckp cmtu psl a guy
heroin dia...fuh, mmg muka pure hindustan abis...lawa sgt...
and d other dancers were absolutely stunning!!
hehe...i was one of the few people who were smiling as the show went on..syok sgt kot..
wpon td d crowd were mainly old people..tp it was a cool crowd..hehe...diorg pon naik syeikh gak..haha!!
so if the show is anywhre u guys are at ryte nw, go n watch it...its a hit in europe, london and brisbane for a reason =)
and that's that
Friday, August 8, 2008
kalo x nk blaja, jgn la dtg...
hari ini adalah hari pertama aku smgt nk blaja lps cuti n dmam, hari jugak la aku plg bengang ngn minah2 salleh yg bajet cool...
tgh lec bio yg ssh nk phm tuh, 2 org minah sblh aku ni duk je..ingtkn nk dngr n mmg genius..ye la, ada kn yg style pg lecture tp dngr jek...tp diorg duk bwt bising lak
duk main tepuk2 tgn la, experiment bunyi2 ngn jari la...ish, bodoh gak diorg ni sbnrnye...sgt bongok...
diorg mmg cmtu...kalo dlm lecture hall, diorg la yg slalu kne sound ngn lecturer sbb bwt bising...ish, gle x malu la...mcm bdk kecik...pdhal msuk uni da....x brapa pndi jugak rupanye org putih ni...
kelo weekend jek, keje bwt party kt umah pas2 mabuk2...pas2 umah bersepah botol2 'piss' setan tuh...adui...buang duit kerajaan jek diorg tuh (sbb diorg dpt education free kt uni or sumtin)
sbb sgt bengang ngn 2 org minah salleh td, sblm kuar lecture hall, aku sound diorg...haha...puas hati...blh blah!!...kalo xnk blaja, jgn dtg...kalo nk borak, duk umah, borak la smpi xde sore pon..nobody gives a damn biatches!!!
and that's that
tgh lec bio yg ssh nk phm tuh, 2 org minah sblh aku ni duk je..ingtkn nk dngr n mmg genius..ye la, ada kn yg style pg lecture tp dngr jek...tp diorg duk bwt bising lak
duk main tepuk2 tgn la, experiment bunyi2 ngn jari la...ish, bodoh gak diorg ni sbnrnye...sgt bongok...
diorg mmg cmtu...kalo dlm lecture hall, diorg la yg slalu kne sound ngn lecturer sbb bwt bising...ish, gle x malu la...mcm bdk kecik...pdhal msuk uni da....x brapa pndi jugak rupanye org putih ni...
kelo weekend jek, keje bwt party kt umah pas2 mabuk2...pas2 umah bersepah botol2 'piss' setan tuh...adui...buang duit kerajaan jek diorg tuh (sbb diorg dpt education free kt uni or sumtin)
sbb sgt bengang ngn 2 org minah salleh td, sblm kuar lecture hall, aku sound diorg...haha...puas hati...blh blah!!...kalo xnk blaja, jgn dtg...kalo nk borak, duk umah, borak la smpi xde sore pon..nobody gives a damn biatches!!!
and that's that
Monday, August 4, 2008
where's my rhythm??
it's the 3rd week of classes, and i still haven't found my rhythm...
the rhythm to help me stdy n do my work...i need it...
its like dis sem started wrong and lost the spice of it...
i dun evn look fwd to classes and stuff, nt dat i do much b4, bt i didnt feel dis pathetic...
n i tot im d only 1...lia pon rse cmtu gak...n my other frens too...
skrg ni bwt count down...lg 10 weeks je blaja, then xam, then abis 4 dis sem...huhu
ble pk cmtu, cm terpaksa gle plak blaja...tp tu la...
timah, stay positive!!!....gosh, i need help, pronto!!
and that's that
the rhythm to help me stdy n do my work...i need it...
its like dis sem started wrong and lost the spice of it...
i dun evn look fwd to classes and stuff, nt dat i do much b4, bt i didnt feel dis pathetic...
n i tot im d only 1...lia pon rse cmtu gak...n my other frens too...
skrg ni bwt count down...lg 10 weeks je blaja, then xam, then abis 4 dis sem...huhu
ble pk cmtu, cm terpaksa gle plak blaja...tp tu la...
timah, stay positive!!!....gosh, i need help, pronto!!
and that's that
Monday, July 28, 2008
1st fever of the year
yup...n its terrible...very bad
i cnt talk cause im having a bad sore throat
i cnt go out cause its too cold outside
i cnt go to class cause i cnt go out and talk
i cnt talk to ibu cause i cnt talk
i cnt study cause my head is not working well
i cnt laugh cause it will hurt my throat
but i cn still smile...nasib baik
hope that it will end soon
fever sucks...
and that's that
i cnt talk cause im having a bad sore throat
i cnt go out cause its too cold outside
i cnt go to class cause i cnt go out and talk
i cnt talk to ibu cause i cnt talk
i cnt study cause my head is not working well
i cnt laugh cause it will hurt my throat
but i cn still smile...nasib baik
hope that it will end soon
fever sucks...
and that's that
Sunday, July 20, 2008
no, that's not right
for a few days, things had been going wrong...
had a bad flight back to brisbane...bad journey back to home
i can't use the phone
felt sick, homesick..
n bnyk lg...but i had to keep on reminding myself to look on the bright side
coz if nt, those bad experiences would eat me alive n make me think about it more often
when i think about bad things, there's no doubt that it would happen
law of attraction
'wish for what u want n d universe will give it to u'
it's true, zamir wrote about this in his blog b4
tp kalo nk ikotkn, mmg btol pon dr segi agama
segala ape yg kita katakn adalah doa
jd, jika kita asyik berkata-kata ttg keburukan yg akn berlaku, maka ia akn berlaku
jika sebaliknya, maka yg sebaliknya akn berlaku..
so do try n apply it
4 ur long term n short term wishes..
im starting a long term wish nw...hope it happens...amin..
and that's that
had a bad flight back to brisbane...bad journey back to home
i can't use the phone
felt sick, homesick..
n bnyk lg...but i had to keep on reminding myself to look on the bright side
coz if nt, those bad experiences would eat me alive n make me think about it more often
when i think about bad things, there's no doubt that it would happen
law of attraction
'wish for what u want n d universe will give it to u'
it's true, zamir wrote about this in his blog b4
tp kalo nk ikotkn, mmg btol pon dr segi agama
segala ape yg kita katakn adalah doa
jd, jika kita asyik berkata-kata ttg keburukan yg akn berlaku, maka ia akn berlaku
jika sebaliknya, maka yg sebaliknya akn berlaku..
so do try n apply it
4 ur long term n short term wishes..
im starting a long term wish nw...hope it happens...amin..
and that's that
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
langkawi
for 3 days, i was at pulau langkawi....brings back old memories...
huhu...food court kt langkawi fair..ingt x??...tp kdi tepi ujung da tutup...kdi mrc makcik cine tua tuh bkak lg...n d food is still good...
pas2 lalu dpn langkawi lagoon, the place where batch seeckz had the anual dinner..ingt lg theme universal ladybird...sme pki lawa gle...huhu...pas2 bt show...nazirul ala ala micheal buble, naza n d gang cm, em, menari ape tah...n'sync ek??..pape je la kn...huhu...pas2 tukar2 hadiah...luqman dpt hadiah aku...aku bg shirt..dia mengharpkn mag ape tah..maja ingt x nama dia??..huhu...
pas2 mse kt lkawi fair jumpe cikgu ape tah nama dia...yg ajar acc tu...pas2 fountain dpn mcd kt lkawi fair tu da kering...huhu...tmpt lepak tuh...
mse kt lkawi, i realised dat msia has a lot to offer...d beaches r picturesque and breathtaking....mse naik cable car...lg la...our land is blessed with beautiful nature...
kalo nk pg vac tmpt lain, kne pg dlu
at least langkawi or other islands in msia...then pg n compare...rsenye mesti akn dpt rse, msia pny not bad n we shud be proud of it...
org luar dtg cni nk tgk tmpt kte...n sme org kaya2...huhu...esp arabs...rmi gle!!!...pg mana2 je mesti ada diorg...huhu...i think they really like our place...
hm, duk 3 ari je...n da la x smpt nk g skola...haha...rse x puas sgt...if i get the chance, i wud love to go again n d next time i go, i wud be snorkeling n island hopping on my list...who wants to follow??
and that's that
huhu...food court kt langkawi fair..ingt x??...tp kdi tepi ujung da tutup...kdi mrc makcik cine tua tuh bkak lg...n d food is still good...
pas2 lalu dpn langkawi lagoon, the place where batch seeckz had the anual dinner..ingt lg theme universal ladybird...sme pki lawa gle...huhu...pas2 bt show...nazirul ala ala micheal buble, naza n d gang cm, em, menari ape tah...n'sync ek??..pape je la kn...huhu...pas2 tukar2 hadiah...luqman dpt hadiah aku...aku bg shirt..dia mengharpkn mag ape tah..maja ingt x nama dia??..huhu...
pas2 mse kt lkawi fair jumpe cikgu ape tah nama dia...yg ajar acc tu...pas2 fountain dpn mcd kt lkawi fair tu da kering...huhu...tmpt lepak tuh...
mse kt lkawi, i realised dat msia has a lot to offer...d beaches r picturesque and breathtaking....mse naik cable car...lg la...our land is blessed with beautiful nature...
kalo nk pg vac tmpt lain, kne pg dlu
at least langkawi or other islands in msia...then pg n compare...rsenye mesti akn dpt rse, msia pny not bad n we shud be proud of it...
org luar dtg cni nk tgk tmpt kte...n sme org kaya2...huhu...esp arabs...rmi gle!!!...pg mana2 je mesti ada diorg...huhu...i think they really like our place...
hm, duk 3 ari je...n da la x smpt nk g skola...haha...rse x puas sgt...if i get the chance, i wud love to go again n d next time i go, i wud be snorkeling n island hopping on my list...who wants to follow??
and that's that
Friday, July 11, 2008
can't help myself
sugar pie hunny bun...
blk kb ni, bnyk kali jd kes ni...can't help myself...haha
i can't help myself from eating lots of good food....lots n lots!!
kejenye mkn je...msuk dapur, bkak fridge, amik food, pg dpn tv, mkn...
da abis, msuk dpur lg nk bsh tgn n minum air..pas2 bkak fridge lg...
n it continues...smpi la kne remind myself of the weight dat im putting on...haish...
i also can't help myself from sleeping a lot!!!...
bgn lmbt...pas2 kalo tdo siang, da bkn nap da...mcm mmg tdo mlm da...truknye....
i can't help myself from watching lots of tv...sofa tu cm da ada shape lekuk...haha...
pas 1 movie, smbg lg satu...mana la nk bgn...astro=mcm2 ada....
tp ada gak yg xde...tp ok la kn?...
i also can't help myself from wondering around and about n do wat i do second best....shopping!!
huhu...blk bwk skit je bj, ni nk blk skola blk....beg pnuh...ish ish....
wat i do best??...hehe...x taw la...
and all of these makes me dun want to go bck...at least nt nw...
x puas lg bermls2..huhu...
but i built a new hope on sumtin new dat i just discovered....n im really happy about dat....
it may change me...*fingers cross*
and that's that
blk kb ni, bnyk kali jd kes ni...can't help myself...haha
i can't help myself from eating lots of good food....lots n lots!!
kejenye mkn je...msuk dapur, bkak fridge, amik food, pg dpn tv, mkn...
da abis, msuk dpur lg nk bsh tgn n minum air..pas2 bkak fridge lg...
n it continues...smpi la kne remind myself of the weight dat im putting on...haish...
i also can't help myself from sleeping a lot!!!...
bgn lmbt...pas2 kalo tdo siang, da bkn nap da...mcm mmg tdo mlm da...truknye....
i can't help myself from watching lots of tv...sofa tu cm da ada shape lekuk...haha...
pas 1 movie, smbg lg satu...mana la nk bgn...astro=mcm2 ada....
tp ada gak yg xde...tp ok la kn?...
i also can't help myself from wondering around and about n do wat i do second best....shopping!!
huhu...blk bwk skit je bj, ni nk blk skola blk....beg pnuh...ish ish....
wat i do best??...hehe...x taw la...
and all of these makes me dun want to go bck...at least nt nw...
x puas lg bermls2..huhu...
but i built a new hope on sumtin new dat i just discovered....n im really happy about dat....
it may change me...*fingers cross*
and that's that
Thursday, July 3, 2008
people pleaser
bkn sekali dua...da bnyk kali
mesti rmi gak yg pnah kne
layanan yg diberikn oleh salesgirl/man/waiter/penjaga kedai yg sux
sux gle...
bkn ape la kn?...nk kte da lewat ptg...aku pg time kdi bru je bkak
so ape alasan lg nk tunjuk muke yg mmg da buruk, pas2 lg buruk ble masam n all
'kak, mintak size ni ek? nk try both sides'
'hm, ok' kata akak itu dgn muka yg mmg cm ****
mse dia g amik kasut tu dlm stor, aku da jd bengang..
akak ni mmg nk kne...bknnye aku nk sgt pon bli kn..
ble dia dtg blk, aku try...mmg ok
tp sbb akak tu fail dlm melayan pelanggan..sbb bkn aku sorg je, ada sorg lg mak cik pon kne layan cmtu
n sbb tu
'xpe lah kak, sy xnk' n aku blah dgn mke slamba
sian kt kdi vincci tu, ilang satu sale di pagi hari sbb pekerja dia cm *******
mmg la, aku x bli bknnye bankrupt kdi tu
tp kalo 10 customer rse cm aku,n bnyk hari...blh jd gak kn?
b4 dat, pg lg satu kdi
bkn nk bli pon...saje tgk2
ada abg cine ni sorg
'ye dik, blh tlg?'
aku pon tny la, ni model bru ke? ape function best? etc.
dia pon dgn sabar lyn aku, xplain satu2, dgn pnuh detail (wpon x bpe phm pelat dia)
tp cm best...lembut je dia ckp, bersopan sgt, senyum sokmo =)
x psl2, kdi tu berjaya menjual satu product dia n b4 dat da ada pmpn arab ni bli plasma tv kt kdi tuh
murah rezeki kn business tauke kdi tu?
jd, aku rse...kalo nti kte bkak kdi...kte kne monitor pekerja kte
pndi x lyn org, sabar ke x
yela, mmg la ada customer yg mengada2
tp mmg la kn, kalo x sabar, jgn cr keje yg kne deal ngn org
baik keje ngn computer jek
untung rugi perniagaan, pekerja pny attitude yg decide
and that's that
mesti rmi gak yg pnah kne
layanan yg diberikn oleh salesgirl/man/waiter/penjaga kedai yg sux
sux gle...
bkn ape la kn?...nk kte da lewat ptg...aku pg time kdi bru je bkak
so ape alasan lg nk tunjuk muke yg mmg da buruk, pas2 lg buruk ble masam n all
'kak, mintak size ni ek? nk try both sides'
'hm, ok' kata akak itu dgn muka yg mmg cm ****
mse dia g amik kasut tu dlm stor, aku da jd bengang..
akak ni mmg nk kne...bknnye aku nk sgt pon bli kn..
ble dia dtg blk, aku try...mmg ok
tp sbb akak tu fail dlm melayan pelanggan..sbb bkn aku sorg je, ada sorg lg mak cik pon kne layan cmtu
n sbb tu
'xpe lah kak, sy xnk' n aku blah dgn mke slamba
sian kt kdi vincci tu, ilang satu sale di pagi hari sbb pekerja dia cm *******
mmg la, aku x bli bknnye bankrupt kdi tu
tp kalo 10 customer rse cm aku,n bnyk hari...blh jd gak kn?
b4 dat, pg lg satu kdi
bkn nk bli pon...saje tgk2
ada abg cine ni sorg
'ye dik, blh tlg?'
aku pon tny la, ni model bru ke? ape function best? etc.
dia pon dgn sabar lyn aku, xplain satu2, dgn pnuh detail (wpon x bpe phm pelat dia)
tp cm best...lembut je dia ckp, bersopan sgt, senyum sokmo =)
x psl2, kdi tu berjaya menjual satu product dia n b4 dat da ada pmpn arab ni bli plasma tv kt kdi tuh
murah rezeki kn business tauke kdi tu?
jd, aku rse...kalo nti kte bkak kdi...kte kne monitor pekerja kte
pndi x lyn org, sabar ke x
yela, mmg la ada customer yg mengada2
tp mmg la kn, kalo x sabar, jgn cr keje yg kne deal ngn org
baik keje ngn computer jek
untung rugi perniagaan, pekerja pny attitude yg decide
and that's that
Monday, June 30, 2008
espana-spanar blh ubah
and Torres scored a goal!! the crowd goes wild!!!~~~
adui....cne la blh jd cmtu...
had a good hunch Germany wud get the trophy..
tp xpe, Ballack injured...huhu...(alasan nk sdpkn ati)
but both teams are strong teams, so i think its all fair and square..kn?
mana la taw kn??...sbb bru bce dlm paper smlm..
1 of the final world cup match in 1966 kot, it was set up
well, mmg la da lme kn...to still
ingtkn dlm cte speed racer je ader cmtu...ader btol rpenye...huhu
aite, Olympics!...bring it on!
and that's that
adui....cne la blh jd cmtu...
had a good hunch Germany wud get the trophy..
tp xpe, Ballack injured...huhu...(alasan nk sdpkn ati)
but both teams are strong teams, so i think its all fair and square..kn?
mana la taw kn??...sbb bru bce dlm paper smlm..
1 of the final world cup match in 1966 kot, it was set up
well, mmg la da lme kn...to still
ingtkn dlm cte speed racer je ader cmtu...ader btol rpenye...huhu
aite, Olympics!...bring it on!
and that's that
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
hi guys...
it's been a week since my holidays...so far so good =)
been to all d places dat i wnt (shopping malls dat is)....
n food...haha....best gle!!!
tp x abis list lg...hehe
will try my best to fulfill the list b4 i go bck..hehe
antra benda2 bru:
1.alamanda da ader cinema~gsC~...hehe
2.tmbh skit kdi kt kbmall
3.tmbh lg traffic lite kt kb(da mmg bnyk da b4 dis)
4.krusi kt rumah aku ilang(xtaw pg mane)
5.kwn aku da ader bru
aritu g main bowling kt alamanda...n i won...hehe
tp dats not the story
thre was dis 1 lady sblh lane ktorg..main sorg2 taw at first
tgk la kt scoreboard dia kt tv ats tu
initials nama dia 'D'
ingtkn nama Dah ke ape ke
skali aku tgk
"DATIN"
hehe....trkjot
datin, taw la awk tu datin, taw la awk tu reti main
kok ye pon, x yah la letak datin
huhu...klaka gle
cm gle kuasa
pki tshrt polo ralph lauren tuh
tp kt petaling st pon blambak
huhu....datin...datin...
and that's that
been to all d places dat i wnt (shopping malls dat is)....
n food...haha....best gle!!!
tp x abis list lg...hehe
will try my best to fulfill the list b4 i go bck..hehe
antra benda2 bru:
1.alamanda da ader cinema~gsC~...hehe
2.tmbh skit kdi kt kbmall
3.tmbh lg traffic lite kt kb(da mmg bnyk da b4 dis)
4.krusi kt rumah aku ilang(xtaw pg mane)
5.kwn aku da ader bru
aritu g main bowling kt alamanda...n i won...hehe
tp dats not the story
thre was dis 1 lady sblh lane ktorg..main sorg2 taw at first
tgk la kt scoreboard dia kt tv ats tu
initials nama dia 'D'
ingtkn nama Dah ke ape ke
skali aku tgk
"DATIN"
hehe....trkjot
datin, taw la awk tu datin, taw la awk tu reti main
kok ye pon, x yah la letak datin
huhu...klaka gle
cm gle kuasa
pki tshrt polo ralph lauren tuh
tp kt petaling st pon blambak
huhu....datin...datin...
and that's that
Friday, June 13, 2008
speed racer, slow down!
huhu...abis xam trus g tgk movie...how awesome is dat?
da la tgk speed racer:very cool!
hehe
yup, a day out full of fun, not a thing to worry about (at least until the end of winter holidays =p)
n 2mrw....
serious shopping ppl!!
god, i love dis place...
brg best+murah=heaven~
wat more wud u wish for?
but before that, the big bag needs to be packed...
have 4 great weekend evrybody!
~i know i will ;)
and that's that
da la tgk speed racer:very cool!
hehe
yup, a day out full of fun, not a thing to worry about (at least until the end of winter holidays =p)
n 2mrw....
serious shopping ppl!!
god, i love dis place...
brg best+murah=heaven~
wat more wud u wish for?
but before that, the big bag needs to be packed...
have 4 great weekend evrybody!
~i know i will ;)
and that's that
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
hello, im a girl/guy
what wud u do if ur a girl but u have testis?
1. cut ur balls?
2. keep it n just act normal as b4(xcept dat nw ur a gurl with testis)
im not talking dirty or anytin, but its medically proven. in House at least
she's a supermodel at 15, great body, beautiful face
but she has a pair of testis.
house said dat evry embryo in uterus develop testis. if u r meant to b a gurl, the testis will stop growing n u'll hv a pair of ovaries instead. if not, ur a guy n u know what u'll get.
but if sumtin's wrong with ur body when ur an embryo, ur testis might stop growing but it will stil be thre but u can't see or feel it.
its scary. n im thankful dat im normal. well, at least im not totally insane =p
and that's that
1. cut ur balls?
2. keep it n just act normal as b4(xcept dat nw ur a gurl with testis)
im not talking dirty or anytin, but its medically proven. in House at least
she's a supermodel at 15, great body, beautiful face
but she has a pair of testis.
house said dat evry embryo in uterus develop testis. if u r meant to b a gurl, the testis will stop growing n u'll hv a pair of ovaries instead. if not, ur a guy n u know what u'll get.
but if sumtin's wrong with ur body when ur an embryo, ur testis might stop growing but it will stil be thre but u can't see or feel it.
its scary. n im thankful dat im normal. well, at least im not totally insane =p
and that's that
Monday, June 9, 2008
could u pls wait another 10 mins?
kt xam hall td, x smpi 30 mins after it started, there were couple of guys angkat tgn.
ingtkn diorg nk g toilet ke ape, skali nk anta da paper. bru 30 mins.
either terer gle or da give up nk jwb.
mse mid sem dlu, 10 min pas xam stat da ader org kuar.
gle tol org aussie ni...haha
tp td diorg sme x ley kuar, sbb ape x taw
as for me, i was trying really hard to concentrate...
fuh, it was really a challange
chem yg susah + menstrual cramp = nk nangis T_T
guys, u wont understand, 4eva, what it feels like...so b thankful...
and that's that
ingtkn diorg nk g toilet ke ape, skali nk anta da paper. bru 30 mins.
either terer gle or da give up nk jwb.
mse mid sem dlu, 10 min pas xam stat da ader org kuar.
gle tol org aussie ni...haha
tp td diorg sme x ley kuar, sbb ape x taw
as for me, i was trying really hard to concentrate...
fuh, it was really a challange
chem yg susah + menstrual cramp = nk nangis T_T
guys, u wont understand, 4eva, what it feels like...so b thankful...
and that's that
Sunday, June 8, 2008
Friday, June 6, 2008
sbb birthday dia
huhu...ibu 1st, pas2 wan, pas2 bean n lia!!...hehe
complete da...
n esk...nk mkn bnyk...sbb diorg suh
kalo gmok...slhkn diorg
hehe
im 20...years YOUNG
and that's that
complete da...
n esk...nk mkn bnyk...sbb diorg suh
kalo gmok...slhkn diorg
hehe
im 20...years YOUNG
and that's that
Thursday, June 5, 2008
time2 yg xbest
bnyk kali gak da go tru time2 yg x best...cm td...pg library..pnuh!
apsal la diorg sme tetbe rajin...b4 dis x pnah ader pon...x best lgsg
pas2 time xbest gak ble lapar, nk mkn..
tp ble bkak fridge, x taw nk mkn ape...
kalo bkak fridge xde mknan, lg la...
pas2 kalo tgu bus ke train ke, rse cm da on time, tp bus x on time....lg skali x best
then kalo plan nk kuar, skali hujan...x best gak..
pas2 kalo nk bwt keje, tp xde smgt...(cm skrg)
sbb tu im writing my blog rite nw...
pny la bnyk lg mse x best...
x best kn?
and that's that
apsal la diorg sme tetbe rajin...b4 dis x pnah ader pon...x best lgsg
pas2 time xbest gak ble lapar, nk mkn..
tp ble bkak fridge, x taw nk mkn ape...
kalo bkak fridge xde mknan, lg la...
pas2 kalo tgu bus ke train ke, rse cm da on time, tp bus x on time....lg skali x best
then kalo plan nk kuar, skali hujan...x best gak..
pas2 kalo nk bwt keje, tp xde smgt...(cm skrg)
sbb tu im writing my blog rite nw...
pny la bnyk lg mse x best...
x best kn?
and that's that
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
groceries shopping
today i went out with lia n bean to grab some stuff...
1. meat (chicken n beef)
2. dairy stuff (milk, eggs, butter)
3. fruits and vegies
4. junk food(chips and soda)
5. chocolate
tp ble blk...tetbe cm brg lg bynk dr list...ble tgk2 blk...hm...ada brg2 xtra
mcm2 lak tu
tp nk bwt cne...its winter and we love to eat...its nt our fault
well..i think its better to spend money on food..cause i dun mind...at all
so, if u ppl know any good place to eat, let me noe!...mamak ke, restaurant ke, warung ke...
pisang goreng pon blh..
da bpe kali mimpi mkn kropok lekor....
x sbrnye...
and that's that
1. meat (chicken n beef)
2. dairy stuff (milk, eggs, butter)
3. fruits and vegies
4. junk food(chips and soda)
5. chocolate
tp ble blk...tetbe cm brg lg bynk dr list...ble tgk2 blk...hm...ada brg2 xtra
mcm2 lak tu
tp nk bwt cne...its winter and we love to eat...its nt our fault
well..i think its better to spend money on food..cause i dun mind...at all
so, if u ppl know any good place to eat, let me noe!...mamak ke, restaurant ke, warung ke...
pisang goreng pon blh..
da bpe kali mimpi mkn kropok lekor....
x sbrnye...
and that's that
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