grocer in KB

dalam minggu ni, da 3 kali pergi tesco. beli groceries. to me, that's more often than usual. mcm pg lecture yg setiap selang sehari. tp nak buat mcmane. i need to go and grab stuff. ada aje brg yg xde kt umah. tp kan, everytime im there, i will always see other people/families who would buy stuff in bulks. and the stuff tu bkn la stkat beli tissue toilet bnyk2. kdg2 tuh bli ikan n ayam mcm nk jual or bukak kedai. mmg diorg bukak kedai makan kot.

i went to tesco again today. beli brg utk raya haji (jemput la dtg raya kt umah). pastu masa tgh ambik daging, ada makcik kt sblh ni tolak one trolley full of nutrigen(mcm vitagen). sgt la bnyk. satu paket tu kan ada 6 kn? she took more than 20 of the 6-pax. aduhai. itu xkn la nk jual kot anak dia rmi kot. xpon dia ada tadika. tak pon dia cikgu darjah 1@2. tp cuti skolah kn skrg? tu la plik.

pastu da bnyk kali jugak, kalo nak cari brg je, ada je yg out of stock. nak kata pg lmbt, awl da. nak kata rmi org, x sgt. maybe sbb sorg bli bnyk kot. pastu xde limit lak. lg lah. pastuada satu station ni jual udang. makcik2 and pakcik2 bli udang cm semut. sgt la rmi. n sorg2 xpon nk bli skit2. agaknya sbb nk raya haji kot. dkt kota bharu mmg mcmtu. raya haji tu kdg2 lg meriah dari raya puasa. x taw knp, but that's just the way it is. bila blk kota bharu, atmosphere dia sgt2 la lain. kdg2 tu mcm duk country lain. but im not complaining nor too happy about it. my hometown has her own speciality and not everybody can see that.

masa kt langkawi dulu, rmi jugak kwn2 tny, "kt kota bharu ada ape yg best?"
and slalu my silly answer would be, "ada timah". because seriously, i don't know what to tell. it's not that im not proud from where i come from, i do. it's just that, life here is pretty much different from other places that i've been to. life here is very slow pace and there is nothing exciting for people over here to look foward to. but if my friends from other places come to visit kelantan, i can still bring them to places that somehow, they can only get it here. even if not, it would be the kelatanese way. i myself is not that good in my own culture but i do know a bit here and there.

however, going back to kota bharu makes me feel secure and comfortable. u know, homey kinda feeling. because i can go back to my house, eat the food that i know i can't find it anywhere else in the world and go to places that im familiar with since i was a kid. besides, i still have my primary school friends that has been and will always be there for me when i need them. living in KB for my whole 20 years(and counting) made me who i am today. and im proud of it. when people ask me if i ever going to move out of KB, i can't think of an answer ryte now. because as for now, im happy here and can't see any place else that would be the same for me.

and that's that