I was reading the blogs from the usual people tonight. I read Lyla’s and Fara Asma’s latest entry and I would be lying if both of the entries didn’t touch my heart.
To Lyla, I’m sorry for your loss. Al-Fatihah to your beloved cousin dear.
To Fara, I know how you feel. Just stay strong ok? Al-Fatihah to your dearest papa.
Losing somebody that I really love is the thing that I fear the most. Especially when I’m not there. I wouldn’t want that to happen, I pray that it wont happen that way. Even if it is fated that I lose the person that I dear the most, give me another chance to at least meet the person face to face for one last time. Yes, I know that I’m not in control with things happening, and I do accept the fact that it happened, but that’s all I wish for. To meet the person.
This June would make it 16 years. That’s a very long time. But I won’t forget his presence in my life, even though it was only for a little while. Yes, I only have a few memories with him but that doesn’t mean that I don’t love him. I do love him, and I learn a lot about his life after he’s gone. We still talk about him like he’s still with us. That’s why he’s still in our hearts no matter how old we are, where we go and what we do.
I really hope that this winter would not be last time that I get to see her. Please… I’m begging.
Al-Fatihah to the beloved people that we’ve lost. They’re in good hands. =)
and that's that
Friday, May 15, 2009
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
It’s week 9 of uni. 4 more weeks left and the finals will be in front of my face. Horrible.
Things aren’t going so great. Things are going great.
With assignments and projects, I thought my hands are full. But who could resist to go out with your buddies for movies and ‘lepak’ing?
Tak ada mamak, 3 monkeys pon jadi la. Macam la selalu lepak mamak. Poyo je Timah ni. =p
But I’m looking forward for next weekend. Maybe it’s going to be the last weekend to get together before we immersing our faces in books and lecture notes. Blergh!
And also, I want to shout “Happy 19th Birthday” to my sister, Tijah. Have a lovely birthday with your friends over there. You’ll get your present when we see each other in KB. Can’t wait!!!
and that's that
Things aren’t going so great. Things are going great.
With assignments and projects, I thought my hands are full. But who could resist to go out with your buddies for movies and ‘lepak’ing?
Tak ada mamak, 3 monkeys pon jadi la. Macam la selalu lepak mamak. Poyo je Timah ni. =p
But I’m looking forward for next weekend. Maybe it’s going to be the last weekend to get together before we immersing our faces in books and lecture notes. Blergh!
And also, I want to shout “Happy 19th Birthday” to my sister, Tijah. Have a lovely birthday with your friends over there. You’ll get your present when we see each other in KB. Can’t wait!!!
and that's that
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
Mind your own business
This entry may sound rude or harsh but that’s just the way it’s going to be.
Kenapa ada jenis manusia yang memang tak boleh tengok orang lain hidup tenang? Ada je benda manusia-manusia jenis macam ni nak cakap pasal orang lain kan? Tuduh orang lain macam-macam, buat cerita tak betol, pastu sebar dekat orang lain. Mungkin mereka dah bosan sangat dengan kehidupan mereka yang tiada kehidupan. Mungkin.
I mean, come on. Why do you even have say anything about it? You just can’t accept the fact that some people deserve to be happy. You can’t be the only who’s happy in this world. Did anybody say anything about you the way you say it to me? NO! So, back off and leave me alone.
Rasa macam dah bagus sangat ek? Rasa macam ko da boleh ubah kehidupan seseorang, jadi ko la manusia paling bagus? Kalau tak tahu cerita sebenar, jangan nak bising tuduh orang bukan-bukan. Tak tahu ke tuduh benda tak betol tu berdosa? Aku tak penah peduli pon pasal ko, apsal ko nak peduli pasal aku?
I don’t even know you that well and vice versa. Maybe you were just trying to back your friend up but guess what, I don’t care anymore. It’s my life so I have all the rights to make it better for myself. What you say won’t change anything. And if you decided to spread the words like the way you see it, go ahead. See if I care.
and that's that
Kenapa ada jenis manusia yang memang tak boleh tengok orang lain hidup tenang? Ada je benda manusia-manusia jenis macam ni nak cakap pasal orang lain kan? Tuduh orang lain macam-macam, buat cerita tak betol, pastu sebar dekat orang lain. Mungkin mereka dah bosan sangat dengan kehidupan mereka yang tiada kehidupan. Mungkin.
I mean, come on. Why do you even have say anything about it? You just can’t accept the fact that some people deserve to be happy. You can’t be the only who’s happy in this world. Did anybody say anything about you the way you say it to me? NO! So, back off and leave me alone.
Rasa macam dah bagus sangat ek? Rasa macam ko da boleh ubah kehidupan seseorang, jadi ko la manusia paling bagus? Kalau tak tahu cerita sebenar, jangan nak bising tuduh orang bukan-bukan. Tak tahu ke tuduh benda tak betol tu berdosa? Aku tak penah peduli pon pasal ko, apsal ko nak peduli pasal aku?
I don’t even know you that well and vice versa. Maybe you were just trying to back your friend up but guess what, I don’t care anymore. It’s my life so I have all the rights to make it better for myself. What you say won’t change anything. And if you decided to spread the words like the way you see it, go ahead. See if I care.
and that's that
Friday, April 10, 2009
bunny eggs
Easter break starts today.
And what did I do the whole day? Catching up with my sleep. Lots of it.
I really need it. The last few days were terrible.
Got a really bad shocking news from home, got lousy results for quiz, etc.
Really feels like I'm at the bottom of the my wheel of life right now.
Like it or not, I have to suck it in.
Life goes on, no matter what kind of shit happens.
Cause shit do happen. All the time.
Right now, I'm praying for the best.
He knows best and I have to agree with that.
Everything happens for a reason.
You win some, you loose some.
That's just the way it is.
Just when you think that there's no way that it would happen in your life, there it is in front of your face, when you least expecting it.
So, be ready for just about anything. Accept it and move on.
Sydney is waiting. I'll see you Amirah Zayanah!
and that's that
And what did I do the whole day? Catching up with my sleep. Lots of it.
I really need it. The last few days were terrible.
Got a really bad shocking news from home, got lousy results for quiz, etc.
Really feels like I'm at the bottom of the my wheel of life right now.
Like it or not, I have to suck it in.
Life goes on, no matter what kind of shit happens.
Cause shit do happen. All the time.
Right now, I'm praying for the best.
He knows best and I have to agree with that.
Everything happens for a reason.
You win some, you loose some.
That's just the way it is.
Just when you think that there's no way that it would happen in your life, there it is in front of your face, when you least expecting it.
So, be ready for just about anything. Accept it and move on.
Sydney is waiting. I'll see you Amirah Zayanah!
and that's that
Monday, March 23, 2009
so far so good
A lot has been going on since I got back here. Up till now, every weekend is filled with fun stuff with the people I love so much. It’s only been a month but maybe after the Easter break; everybody would be busy which means less outing. But I still have Lia and Bean. ☺
So, here’s a few stuff that happened so far.
**MASCA welcoming BBQ
Great food by the famous UQ Lake, reunion, fun activities, poco-poco dance! =p
**Confessions of a Shopaholic
Chick-flick get together (+ 2 boys, sibuk je), late supper of pancakes, good ‘ol girlie time =)
**SeaWorld, Gold Coast
Random trip, cute dolphin and seals, awesome reef wildlife, ice cream on hot day, yum!
**PPMQ picnic
Delicious nasi lemak, pulut kuning and other stuff, great day to take pictures, reunion, a fun day out in the sun.
**Chicago The Musical
Wonderful stage show, awesome dancers, great songs, two thumbs up!
More events to come. Most looked forward to: Easter break road trip!
and that's that
So, here’s a few stuff that happened so far.
**MASCA welcoming BBQ
Great food by the famous UQ Lake, reunion, fun activities, poco-poco dance! =p
**Confessions of a Shopaholic
Chick-flick get together (+ 2 boys, sibuk je), late supper of pancakes, good ‘ol girlie time =)
**SeaWorld, Gold Coast
Random trip, cute dolphin and seals, awesome reef wildlife, ice cream on hot day, yum!
**PPMQ picnic
Delicious nasi lemak, pulut kuning and other stuff, great day to take pictures, reunion, a fun day out in the sun.
**Chicago The Musical
Wonderful stage show, awesome dancers, great songs, two thumbs up!
More events to come. Most looked forward to: Easter break road trip!
and that's that
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Big win LIVERPOOL
I woke up this morning and opened my FB page. Looking at the new status of my friends, I knew that Liverpool won last night’s match against Man U. Some of them are happy about it and of course, Man U fans don’t like it at all. These people are the strong supporters of football.
Before the match, my friends and I went to dinner. The boys have been talking about the match that night and wanted to make sure that we get back before the match started. Some people that were coming in and out of the restaurant were wearing their favourite team jerseys. Then I thought to myself, this is going to big a deal to these people.
So after we got back, the boys went to their ‘football lairs’, which are houses of people with Foxtel. One is for Man U supporters; the other is for Liverpool fans. As for us ladies, we didn’t even give any attention to what the boys were chatting about, let alone trying to find out what channel the match will be on. But I do understand the boys’ excitement. I live with an Arsenal fan since childhood.
On the bus on our way home, a girlfriend of mine asked a guy friend of mine, what is so great about watching football? The guy friend explained the rush you’ll feel when a goal is scored. They will talk about how beautiful the goal was and will cheer along with their fellow friends. I looked at my girlfriend’s face and she was making a straight face. Which means, she doesn’t understand or she doesn’t even care. Haha. Then I told her, it would be the same as if a guy asks you, what is so great about shopping and dressing up. Then she said ok, fair enough.
There are female football fans and there are shopaholic guys. So it is a matter of what interests you in life that makes you happy when you do it. And if you’re in a relationship with one of them, or any other form of fans or hobbies, the best is to give and take and respect each other’s interest. I know a lady who doesn’t even know how football is played but would stay up with her hubby until the dawn to accompany him watching football match at home. Some people would say, she doesn’t have to do that, but to me, it is sweet. Well, different people have different ways of showing their affection to one another. Ok, out of topic here. My bad.
So, to Liverpool fans out there, bravo! Your favourite team had a big win last night. I knew the first few goals were good as I can hear the cheers from my neighbour’s house, the Liverpool lair. =)
and that's that
p's: my fav status msg was from Ajiep, "Arziff Fardlullah rasanya hartamas tengah sunyi sekarang ni. haha" =p
Before the match, my friends and I went to dinner. The boys have been talking about the match that night and wanted to make sure that we get back before the match started. Some people that were coming in and out of the restaurant were wearing their favourite team jerseys. Then I thought to myself, this is going to big a deal to these people.
So after we got back, the boys went to their ‘football lairs’, which are houses of people with Foxtel. One is for Man U supporters; the other is for Liverpool fans. As for us ladies, we didn’t even give any attention to what the boys were chatting about, let alone trying to find out what channel the match will be on. But I do understand the boys’ excitement. I live with an Arsenal fan since childhood.
On the bus on our way home, a girlfriend of mine asked a guy friend of mine, what is so great about watching football? The guy friend explained the rush you’ll feel when a goal is scored. They will talk about how beautiful the goal was and will cheer along with their fellow friends. I looked at my girlfriend’s face and she was making a straight face. Which means, she doesn’t understand or she doesn’t even care. Haha. Then I told her, it would be the same as if a guy asks you, what is so great about shopping and dressing up. Then she said ok, fair enough.
There are female football fans and there are shopaholic guys. So it is a matter of what interests you in life that makes you happy when you do it. And if you’re in a relationship with one of them, or any other form of fans or hobbies, the best is to give and take and respect each other’s interest. I know a lady who doesn’t even know how football is played but would stay up with her hubby until the dawn to accompany him watching football match at home. Some people would say, she doesn’t have to do that, but to me, it is sweet. Well, different people have different ways of showing their affection to one another. Ok, out of topic here. My bad.
So, to Liverpool fans out there, bravo! Your favourite team had a big win last night. I knew the first few goals were good as I can hear the cheers from my neighbour’s house, the Liverpool lair. =)
and that's that
p's: my fav status msg was from Ajiep, "Arziff Fardlullah rasanya hartamas tengah sunyi sekarang ni. haha" =p
Monday, March 9, 2009
ika! for u...
1. a picture of you at the most unique environment
2. a picture of you at somewhere you dislike
3. a picture of someone that means a lot to u
4. a picture with your best smile (mouth open)
5. a picture with your best smile (mouth closed)
6.a picture of you with the lamest pose
7. a picture of someone that stands on top of your heart
8. a picture of you with some toys or cute stuff
9. a picture of you in white shirt
10. a candid picture of you and your friends
and that's that
p/s: im tagging [dilos, mimie, katek, yan, nuha....everybody!]
2. a picture of you at somewhere you dislike
3. a picture of someone that means a lot to u
4. a picture with your best smile (mouth open)
5. a picture with your best smile (mouth closed)
6.a picture of you with the lamest pose
7. a picture of someone that stands on top of your heart
8. a picture of you with some toys or cute stuff
9. a picture of you in white shirt
10. a candid picture of you and your friends
and that's that
p/s: im tagging [dilos, mimie, katek, yan, nuha....everybody!]
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